sopheras P>O>V
i dont know what to do i know i need to tell him but i dont know how hes going to re-act."lucifer i.....i cant cant tell you, im not choosing not to tell you believe me i do i just cant because if i tell you and he finds out he will kill you and the kids, he said i can have till the kids are 2 then he will come and get me when i least expect it because he knows wont go willingly" with tears runnging freely out off my eyes i look at lucifer " i love you and the kids use are my life but please promis me when he takes me you will guard them kids with you life because if you dont i swear to the moongodess above i will fine you and i will fucking kill you" grabing my hand he huggs me like im going to diappear at any moment. well accually i am woops. " sophera listen to me i can help i can stop who ever is doing this please just let me in let me help" looking up into lucifers glossy eyes from unleshed tears i shack my head " thats a risk i cant afford to take, i love you adn that why im not tell you =. he watches me all the time, he listens to all my convos and if he finds out i told you the kids that we have and love will grow up without a mum and dad. i dont trust anyone with there lifes more than you i love you lucifer please beleive me" hugging my tighter " i love you to sophera forever and always over land and sea" quoting what i said to alex i giggle" i said that to alex" " i know and im saying it to you i love you my luna" getting changed for bed we lie down and snuggle into each other. this is home always have been always will be . no matter how hard he tries he will never take away my love for the pack and my kids.
rolling over to find L.A next to lucifer asleep snuggling to his left side adn rose on he chest flat ut i get up to to start trainging
unknown P>O>V
my beautiful sophera will be with me soon very soon. i cant wait to finily have her to my self away from that retched pack she calles family im her family, she will bear my pup not that disgrce off a alphas. the only reason i gave her till they was 2 is beacuse i couldnt stand seeing her having another mans pup shes mine all mine. sophera baby im coming for you soon." alpha" a knock at my office door interrupts my thought off my sweet sweet sophera " fuck sake what" walking in one off my pack members that is on undercover for me " alpha sophera was in a fight " my blood instently boils " say fucking what, is she hurt I swear to the fucking devils if she has on scratch on her I will fucking kill you" standing up from my black desk chair I lean forword " no alpha she is fine, she put the worrier in a coma and he still hasnt woken up" feeling proud of my girl I smirk" that's my girl and if that's all you may leave" nodding and walkingout shutting the door obehind him. I promis sophera I will have you back withme with or with out fight.
SOPHERAS P.O.V
getting ready I leave a note for Lucifer
BABE IV GONE TO TRAIN THE WORRIORS THE KIDS NEED FEEDING IN A HOUR LOV SOPHERA XX
walking out on to the four court " right I see use all have leant not to fuck with me so run 100 laps around the four court the last back has to do another 30" getting a load off heads nodding and people starting I join them because I have fuck all else to do while they are running. i came first, shock( note the sarcasm ).
" right jenifer you was last another 30 now, evertone else find partners and start fighting in humon form" jenifer starts her laps and they all start fighting.
walking around helping them with there stance and the rest off the stuff, jenifer finially comes back and we pear up together
" because you have ran 130 laps ill go easy just get into stance and ill point ut what needs work okey" nodding she gets ready.shwoing her how to stand and punch she finially gets the hang off it " would you look at that the runt can fight" stopping still jenifer looks down with teary eyes "aww don't cry runt youll be fine, no ones ever liked you so no one does now" with tears down her face she starts shacking. I feel anger rush to my brain and I see red" and why is it so shocking that she can fight may I ask you arrogant ass" laughing he stand forward to jenifer lifting her face" because she is a weak worthless good for nothing wolf isn't that right jeifer" nodding her head flitchng from him" runts can become strong you big ego fuck" turning to me laughing " yeh ill belive that when I see it " calm down sophera don't hit him with lightenignbolts " because your looking at a great example" shackinghis head " haha yeh your way to hot and sexy to be a runt and have mean fighting skills to be a runt" standing infront off jenifer removing his heand from her face " I was a omega I'm alexs sister the one ran away, and your bullying is gonna make jenifer stronger than every person in this mother fucking feld believe me, know if I ever see you slimy handso n jemifer again I will make sure you meet the devil and believe I wont be pretty" " she true man you don't wont you poke a sleeping bear" leo churps up from the crowd. the guy steps away with his ahdns up surrendering " and that goes for any other fucker who wants to think about touching one hair on jeifer head I will casterate you now leave" turning to jenifer " not you I need to speak to you follow me" nodding with her head still down I led her in to the woods" I'm orry sophera I didn't mean to please don't hurt me I'm sorry ill do anything" crying I go up and hug her "jenifer I'm not going to hurt you I just want to know your story" nodding she whips her tears away " I was a normal wolf bbbut one night I went out and came across " crying by know " jenifer stop you don't have to finish I'm going to be here for you if you need somene to tak to or just to hang out with I'm here and please tell me iff anyone i mean anyone tries hurting you" nodding she hugs me back " thank you sophera i never had someone who cares before" smiling " I'm here now and ill always care". after a long neeed hug we make are way back to the pack house " by sophera I'm going to go to my room " nodding i make my way to the kitchen .
finding Lucifer cooking and the kids in there high chair eating sliced fruit . this is what puts me at ease about having to leave, Lucifer will be fine and I know he would do anything for the kids." mama " Lucifer shouts while rose claps her hands for me to get her. picking her up out off the chair " did use have a good time with daddy this morning" nodding L.A putting his head down " whats wrong baba" he looks up " I mwss yoww mama" he starts to cry " aww baba amas here m right her" picking him up with my other arm he hugs me " I lwve yoww mama pwmis yoww whont leavww us" looking into my babies eye knowing I cant promis him something that wont come true brakes me. looking at Lucifer for help he stands there and looks at me with pleading eye hoping that I will promis him " I promis I always be with you in your heart ut sometimes I wont be here in person but I always find my way back to you babies" with a stray tear running down my face Lucifer comes over and whips the tear away " I love you sophera" smiling " I love you to" leaning down he gives me a kiss poring his raw emotions into the kiss full off pation regret and heart brake knowing I'm not going to be here long he puls away and rests his fore head on mine " promis me you will try and find your way back to me to us too our family" nodding " I promis I will do everything I can to get back with use" giving me one last longing kiss he moves and kisses the kids heads " dada my birthday is in a week" clapping her hands rose says " its my birthday to" L.A pouts having the same pout as Lucifer I laugh" I know babies what do use want" rose puts her hands on my face " I wont a dolly, with bwon hair like mamas" smiling I turn to L.A " I want a a milf" gob smacked doesn't cut it right now, I turn to a spluttering coughing Lucifer I turn back to L.A " Lucifer leo alex sanders don't ever say that again" putting his head down " mama that's what daddy said" looking back at Lucifer glaring he doesn't even blink still talking to L.A I reply " and what did daddy say" gulping Lucifer stand there rigged" that your his milf and hes proud" trying to hide my smile " did he now " turning t o a nodding L.A " I just wanted to be like dada" laughing " your more like your daddy everday that's passes" picking them up and walking to there play room I had a trailing alpha behind me.
watching my hole family my hole world playing rose attacking Lucifer and L.A giggling not knowing when I'm going or whens the last time I'm gonna see my family again hurts. why did I have to go to that stupid gala , why did I have to go to the garden alone if I iddint and just listened to leo and ivery id be able to see my babies grow up, see how far me a Lucifer will get. argue over petty stuff like coupls do talk to rose about boys and see them turn to there wolfs ebing interrupted by Lucifer with the kids " I think its time for there beds" nodding I take a sleeping rose walking next to Lucifer to the room lying them down watching them fall asleep with arms around each other to make sure they are still there. start to silently sob" baby whats wrong" Lucifer says into my ear from behind with his arms " I cant do it Lucifer they are gonna grow p thinking I left for no reason when I left because I had to and he would kill them if I don't" turning around and raping my arms around him he whispers sweet nothings into my ears" I wish I never went to that gala meeting and went out into the garden that's where it al started if I just listened to my wolf id befine but at the same time if I listened to my wolf I would off came running back her the minuit I stepped foot over the border that night I left" Lucifer takeed my face into his hands. looking everywhere besides his eyes " look at me sophera" shacing my head " sophera baby look at me I need to see them captavatating eye off yours" slowly lifting my head " baby nothing could off stopped this the only thing that would off is if I didn't reject you that night and be a coward, I cant believe this has happened because I couldn't see what was infront off me the whole time my future my life." taking a dead breath he carrys on " that night you left I felt empty I fet like I was in hell, I cried when I got your letter I was so angry with my self for ever hurting you, if I didn't do any off that and treat you like the queen you are I would off been there for the pregnancy getting you your weird cravings like ice cream and hot dogs, I would off been there through the scans seeing my whole word on a screen probably crying, I would off been there for the birth helping you through the pain holding your hand trying to take the pain away. that reason I'm telling you this is if buts what iffs would offs don't matter the moongodesses give you this life knowing you will be strong enough to get through it and you will. you will find you way back to us I know you will. you found your way back to me and I thank her every for it. I love you and I always will don't ever forget that" putting my head on his " I love you so much Lucifer I tried so hard not to I really di but I don't know where Id be without you I love you for ever and always over land and sea my Lucifer my alpha" slowly kissing him showing my emotions through the kiss he holds my face tighter trying to get any closer which is impossible.
pulling away for much needed oxygen " I love you to my sophera now sleep "
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for ever alone
Hombres Lobosophera is wolf, she is tall and beautiful underneath all the bruise and scars. her perants died in a rouge attack and left her alone with no one expect her brother Alex who blames there perants death on her he beats and punishes her showing her...
