4 weeks later
Alpha has training on how to fight and I'm getting good I'm still throwing up my meals from my stomach not being use to 4 meals a day.
"Sophera get up we have to go to the pack doctor"
My best friend ivery say from behind door " Coming"
She is alpha lion mate so the luna but we have become really close. I still think about sin my little man I treated him like a son a brother and a best friend and I hope he is okey sometime I feel like going back to make sure he is okey but if I do I'll be beaten for leaving.
Walking down stairs to Leo and ivery
" Come on then little one"
Leo say sling is arm and round me, he's another one IV become close to he is like the brother I never had. Makeing our way to the doctor.
"So sophera alpha informed me that you have been keeping you food down "
Nodding he carrys on
"I was starved and hardly ever ate in my last pack so it could be that"
He nods understanding
" Well I'll need to take bloods and other tests"
Nodding my head he goes to get the equipment coming back with needles and these little bottle thing that contain my blood.
After a 2 hour long wait he comes back while me Leo and ivery are messing around laugh he stand there looking at me with pity. This must be bad ?
" So sophera IV ran the test there good news and bad"
Nodding I start to take deep breaths calming my breathing down
" Can I have her good news"
Knowing I was tense Leo and ivery grab and hand each and give in a reassuring squeeze
" Okey then, you are fit and healthy an the bad news your pergnant "
All the air leave my body, my blood runs cold and my heart feels like it's about to jump out off my chest
"Urm sorry doc say again " nodding he looks down on he clip bored
"We will do a ultra sound and make sure there fine"
Am I really having my own child? Can I be the mum they need ?
Nodding I lie back shocked looking at ivery who was beaming with a smile the Leo who looked sad and hopful.
Both off them was showing my emotion happy I'm with child and sad because they won't have a dad
"Okey sophera there's the head and heart beat "
Listening so I can hear to beats off my baby but there's two??
" Okey so why can't I hear my heart beat on the monitor"
Looking at the doctor while he looks at the screen looking for something, it my baby okey have I harmed my babe I new I couldn't do this !!
" it seem you having twins sophera look"
I see two head in a sack an reality hits I'm not just having one im having two but right now here in the bed i know I love will them and protect them from everything , I'll pick them up when they fall an show them the love that my parents showed me. I can do this no parent has a clue what they are doing but they love is unconditional an I'm gonna be the best mum I can be ! Crying I smile
" I'm having twins "
Ivery and Leo jump up, Leo being the first to hug the life out off me
" Congrats sophera we will be there through everything Your mood changes you swollen feet to the penguin walk"
Leo say with honestly making me and ivery laugh
" Shut up" lightly snaking his arm.
Soon the doctor dismisses me and I'm on the way home to let my family know we are growing.
Taking 3 coppies for me Leo and ivery we head back to he pack house.
Everyone comes running to the living room with a tone off questions.
Are you okey
Please don't leave us
What did they say
Laughjng I look to leo and ivery knowing they was worried over nothing
" I'm pregnant with twins "
Smiling everyone face drop to a wide ass smile. They all come running to me hugging me all at once yah Image 20 guys jumping on you but all big and over 6 foot yeh can't breath
" Well your gonna suffocate us you mammoths get off"
Laugh everyone moves to the table to look at the pictures when I get a little tug
" Hello princess"
Picking moana up sitting her on my lap "Your not leaving us are you"
With tears in her eyes I smile at her cuteness
" No but we have two more joining in 4 months"
Looking at me looks puzzled
" I'm having 2 babies"
She smiled so bright jumping up and down one her little chubby legs
" Omg can I be there sister can I can I can i "
Laughing at a 4 year old moana
" Yes"
She kisses my check and runs to the other pups
" Your really good with her yah know your gonna be a great mum "
Ivery say making all my doubts and worry's disappear
"I just wish that lucifer son and Alex was here to experience this but I guess not" Ivery gives me a sad smile
"Alex and Lucifer don't deserve to know the children your going to be bring into this world, they don't deserve to know the new you "
Nodding because I know she is right I give her a hug saying thank you and make my way to my room.
Little moana was dumped on the door step with a note saying that rouges killed there parants who was from this pack so we to toke her in and treat her with love and care like any other child.
Ivery and alpha lion tokens her in as the daughter, ivery is in infertile due to coming from a bad pack like me she was abused an hated until her mate came and whisked her away like a night in a fair tale book. If only I had the same.
I put my pj's on and lie down with my hand on the babies
We are having pups we having pup woop woop we are having pup
legacy chants laughing at how happy she is
' I know but what happens if I'm not a good mum' my insecurities come flooding back
sophera youll be a great mum we have been through load your strong and have a load off love for them you'll be great WE will be great '
'thanks legacy'
smiling because she always knows what to say. Falling asleep with a smile on my face an my hand on my babies I whisper I love use and drift off dreaming of what my life's gonna be like now. Can I do this ?
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for ever alone
Werewolfsophera is wolf, she is tall and beautiful underneath all the bruise and scars. her perants died in a rouge attack and left her alone with no one expect her brother Alex who blames there perants death on her he beats and punishes her showing her...
