chapter 4(edited)

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Lucifer's p. O. V
Hearing shouting I cover my face with my pillow trying to block it out the blearing noise from down stairs but having no luck I jump up throwing the pillow on the bed I storm down stairs following the screaming and shouting. im gong to rip someone apart im not in the mood !
What the fuck is happening.

Think back to last night my wolf growls at me for what i have done i didnt even think about the out come how she will feel an how i will feel, i mean im not wrong about what i did she is weak she couldnt possibly rule with me everyone would think we are a weak pack an we not, as i make my way further past the room i have good but bad memories about I get a bad feeling an I can't put my finger on why. 

Storming into this scrummy basement with a crappy excuse off a bed I see my best mate beta off the back on floor in corner crying holding a peace of crumpled up old paper. What the fuck is going on.

" What the fuck is all the noise"
Alex snaps his head to me I swear I heard it crack as he is storming my way with black eye indicating his wolf is out I step back a bit not wanting to anger him any more.
" She fuck gone the one family I had left SHE FUCKING GONE "
Who the fucking is this her he is blabbing about please tell me its not who i think it is! 
"Who's gone who "
Bam in a matter of seconds he punched me in in face making me stumble a bit regaining my balance. what a Prick
" My fucking sister the one thing I had left and treat like shit"
Sliding down wall with his hand on his knees up near his face he whispers, hearing the one thing i didnt want to i question him again saying her name to make sure he hasnt got it wrong


"Sophera gone"
he doesnt answer which gives me the one answer i was hoping wishing was wrong, it finally registers in my head that she is gone that there is no more Sophera, what have i done!?
" What the fuck do you mean gone Alex where is she"
Shouting I storm further into the room looking for any clue that she will still be here somewhere anywhere just something that tells she is here an he has it wrong, looking in her closest her cloths are gone her drawing are gone everything she gone, my Sophera is gone ! 


She gone because of you you idiot she left us you beat her and ripped her apart you prick IV lost my mate my love because off you prick
hunter shouts putting his wall up blocking me out like he has done all night
" There's a letter on desk for you"
Running to the desk I see she has wrote me a letter with my name spelt across the front I grabs the envelope I open it like it was going to burn into pieces any minute 


Dear alpha Lucifer
If your reading this mean iv gone through with running away and it's to late so please don't look for me not like use would anyway I just felt the need to say it.

Iv gone through this pain For way to long , 8 years was enough to deal with being beaten humiliated and ridiculed tan the most ironic thing is that wasn't the worst part  you hurt me in way no one every did no matter how hard the beating was how mean the names people off your pack called me the one thing that truely broke the last little bit off me was you was being mated and rejected an like any other she wolf  I couldn't handle it i couldn't wake up every morning knowing I couldn't step up to the mark off a strong Lune that my pack couldnt look at me for protection nor help so for that I had to go far away i dont know where yet but i had to go the paid was to much for my already weak heart.

I'm not the Luna I'm ugly worthless and weak, everyone knows Luna's cant be weak an you made the right choice rejecting me I wouldn't be any credit to the pack at all I mean I killed my parents that's no role model for the pups so all I have so say now " I future Luna off the pact accept your rejection" I'm sorry I couldn't be what you was looking For but hey the moongodess will give you a second chance mate your worth a second mate unlike me i deserve to be alone for everything iv done but the one thing i will stand by is i didnt deserve the heart brake from you from someone iv always liked an loved no matter what but last night was to much for me to be able to stay an forget about , your finally free from me goodbye Lucie 
From sophera rose xx

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