for ever alone

chapter 14 edited

"Lucifer get you arse in here NOW!!! "
I shout from the twins room all the way down to the bottom floor off the big ass mansion-house.

I've decided that we are gonna be here a while so they might as well get there own room there's no point keeping them in a travel cott when they can get a bed. 

The only problem it  i can't feed both at the same time an they are both crying wanting to eat at the same time as each other, It's like they both feel each other's pain which is so wierd an exhausting because they both need there nappy changing at the same time,  both need naps at the same time I mean they both fall asleep and wake up at the same time

" What are you okey they okey what's happening who's here "
Lucifer panting standing at the door way off the twins room
' he is suppose to be a wolf and can't run up a pair off stairs'
i hear legicy giggle
' I know right but I think it's time we go for a run'
' oh thank god I have cramp every where'
laughing I put the wall up that basically shuts her up so I can't hear a word my wolf is saying
" No I'm fine but I can't feed both at the same time"
Finaply answering him while he is Whining coming over taking rose feeding her while I have L. A
" Why do you call Lucifer L. A"
Shrugging I look at him he hit his head on the way up to room

" Well I can't really say Lucifer you'll think I'm talkng to you"
Nodding, I think he hit his head he's so handsome but slow as fuck really !
" Right but why L. A"
He askes again but with a puzzled look
" Well L for Lucifer and A for Alex"
Cooking my head to the side hoping my babies don't take after his brains
" Isn't it Leo before Alex Lucifer Leo Alex sanders"
Nodding like I wasn't the one who named them
" Yeh but I can't say L. L it's sound wierd "

Scrunching me nose up with a disgusted look he starts Laughing
" Yeh I see what yah mean"
Putting them two down for there nap we both walk out. 
" Oh my god baby i feel like I havnt seen you in ages"
Kissing his cheek holding on to him for dear life. 

I feel a ping off hurt in my chest and I don't know why I can't be angry can I?
' fuck yeh he's our mate his wolf wants us I know it you love him'
' no I don't not'
'haha keep telling your self that '

ignoring her I walk away from them an you might be wondering who, Rebecca an Lucifer they are getting married like I care because I really don't but he could do so much better which I don't mean me I mean anyone else but her ughhhh she disgusts me ewww.

Making my way to the back garden i plonk myself on the green grass with a thud angry at my self for caring that little bit about who Lucifer is with because I should care
" Are you okey miss"
I look up to a pair off green eyes then to a nice chizled chest
" Urm yah I'm just enjoying the peace and quiet"
Siting next to me he look to his side to my eyes
" Haha kids go you running around "
Smiling looking up
" Haha yeh they don't stop"

" So they are alpha Lucifer's and your his mate "
Shacking my head really really fast grabbing him because I sent my self dizzy
" No he rejected me I'm just here to help use out with fighting"
Nodding he starts picking at the grass before throwing his head up
" Waiiiitttt hold up your sophera one off the best "

Nodding I giggle
" Holly fuck your better looking up than what they say"
Laughing shacking my head a little going a bit red hoping my fallen hair hides the little blush
" Haha no they must be on about another sophera"
Denying and type off complement because we'll I dont know how to take them
" Urm well I don't think they are your the only sophera I know "
He looks at me shrugging then goes back to picking the grass like it was the most satisfying thing on this earth.

" Wait what's your name"
Nodding his head toward the floor still looking at the grass
" Cole I'm 18 soon then I  find my mate but havnt just yet but I will "
Shocking on who it is
" Omg Cole you have grow up well "
Finally looking back at me with a questioning look
" Urm okey im confused how do you know me "