Life Without You//A Hamliza Story//Sequel

Ch 57

A/N- Here's a useless rant that no one wants to read and just wants to read the chapter without interruptions but I'm stressed so I'm still gonna do.

So, Friday was my last competition and Saturday was my last time performing the marching show. I'm actually really sad about it because I grew so close to the show. Not only that, but it's my freshman year and I made so many new friends and I'm extremely sad for it to end. But right now, we're moving from marching season to concert season. And as we're starting concert season, we need to audition to be in either symphonic or concert band. And I'm really hoping to get into symphonic band because apparently that band it way better than concert band for some reason. But I've been thinking negative things and feeling extremely insecure about myself. I feel like I'm no good at the clarinet, I feel like I'll fail my audition and embarrass myself in front of the judges (did I tell you guys how it's a blind audition in front of actual judges?), I feel like my friends will think I'm no good and a terrible clarinet player if I don't get into symphonic band or worse get last chair again. I've been thinking every negative thing that you can think of. That's why I wasn't updating a lot. I've been too stressed and started to rip out my eyelashes again because that was the only way of calming myself down because of the pain. Now there's some bald spots on my eyelids that make me look terrible, but I've been trying to cover it up with eyeliner, yet I always get caught and in trouble. So, auditions are this Thursday and I feel so unprepared and nervous. And I know that I'm going to fail it already. Of coarse, I probably won't update a lot this week because I'll be practicing like a maniac. But after my audition on Thursday night and for the rest of the week (I have Thursday and Friday off due to Parent Teacher Conferences), I'll try and write and update. That seems to be a good way to clear my mind and relax. Thanks for understanding and reading this pointless rant that no one cares about. Let's get on with the chapter!

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Peggy POV

Eliza- Who were those people?

     Eliza asks as we eat our breakfast. I look at Angelica as she looks at me. I give her a look that says "you tell her, you're the oldest". She gives me a look that says "exactly, so I tell you what to do and you follow my orders". I take a huge bit of my eggs before shaking my head, causing Angie to roll her eyes and look at Liza. I look at our apparent baby nephew, who was sleeping. Apparently, our older brother has a wife and a son. And apparently, he dropped him off for the week so he and his wife can spend a week together. Just perfect for the fact that we need as much time as possible to fix Alex and Eliza and bring the world back to normal. 

Angelica- They were... just some friends.

Eliza- I've never met them before. Are they new friends?

Angelica- Nah, we've been friends with them for awhile now. 

Eliza- Angie, I know that's a lie. We've always spent our days together. Almost every second, we were together.

Peggy- Nice going.

     I say a little too loud. Angelica knows Eliza heard it and steps on my foot, causing our me to groan spit out my food. Gross...

Angelica- Eliza, when you're done eating, go get dressed. We should do something today.

Eliza- Can I meet you're friends?

Angelica- No!

Eliza- W-why not?

Angelica- Because.... ummm.....

Peggy- Because you can't. 

Eliza- Says who?

Peggy- God said so.

Eliza- When? He never said it in the Bible. I've read it plenty of times to know!