Lost

Chapter 6

🔱I RECOMMEND LISTENING TO NIGHTINGLAE BY DEMI LOVATO WHILE READING THIS CHAPTER.🔱

I ran upstairs to my bed room thoughts swirling in my mind almost like I felt dizzy. All I could hear were my mothers words 'stupid depressed girl' those were the words that sent me over the edge. I couldn't believe what she said and it made me wonder what else my mother thought of me I couldn't comprehend how my mother could say those words. As soon as I got to my room I closed and locked the door then going to my bed and covering myself with the blankets like a cocoon. I felt so alone right now I didn't have my parents,my sister nor any of my old friends but most of all I didn't have the person who could make me forget my sadness and make me happy Aaron. To think I was happy once I left home but crying once I returned. I wasn't if I should call Aaron or not he told me I could but I wasn't sure. So I decided to text him.

To Aaron

Are you free right now?

From Meghan.

I then waited a few seconds till I got a response.

To Meghan

Yeah. Why?

From Aaron.

I then quickly typed.

To Aaron

I just really need to talk to you.

From Meghan.

A few seconds later he said.

To Meghan

Okay I'll call you.

From Aaron.

I then texted an okay and he then called.

"Hey beautiful what's up?" He asked.

"It's my mom." I whimpered.

"Are you crying?" He asked.

"Yeah." I whispered.

"Well I'm all ears so what happened?" He asked.

"After I got home from the park I heard her call me a stupid depressed girl." I said.

"How could she call you that?" He asked.

"It had something to do with Bentley." I said.

"What do you mean?" He asked.

"Back when I lived in Utah I got bullied a lot I would cry myself to sleep almost every night and prayed to god that I wouldn't have to go the next day. It got so bad I thought about suicide. Bentley was the reason I didn't though I did cut but he was there for me when my parents weren't when no one was. Bentley was one of those kids who no one picked on so once he started standing up for me people backed off. Me and Bentley grew closer because of it and we acted like a couple but we weren't. One night I went over to visit him I went into his house and up to his room and found him hanging from the ceiling fan. I then saw the note it said that he couldn't take consent cyber bullying or his step-fathers taunting. He said he loved me and he was sorry. I realized my first love and my best friend was gone forever I blamed my self for not going to his house earlier. I didn't help him like he helped me. My depression started to get really bad the whole reason we moved was because every where I went I saw him I saw the memories we had." I said.

"Megan I'm sorry about every thing that happened to you." He said.

"Thanks." I said.

"You know I don't think he'd want you to blame yourself." He said.

"I know but apart of me thinks I could've saved him." I said.

"I know right now it doesn't make sense but things do happen for a reason maybe something good will come out of this." He said.

"Thanks Aaron for everything." I said.

"It's no problem." He said.

"I should go." I said.

"You don't have to." He said.

"I'm sure you have plans for tonight." I said.

"Yeah I do but I'm doing something much better." He said

"And what's that?" I asked.

"Talking to a pretty girl." He said.

" oh an whom might this pretty girl be?" I asked.

"I'm talking to her right now." He said making me blush.

"Promise me something?" He asked.

"Anything." I said.

"Promise me you'll cal when ever you feel down or upset and I promise no matter what I'll stop what I'm doing and listen." He said.

"You don't have to do that." I said.

"But I want to." He said.

"Promise?" He asked.

"Promise." I said.

"Alright well goodnight and sweet dreams beautiful." He said

"Night Aaron." I said.

"Night and goodbye beautiful."

I wanted to say I love you but I stopped myself.

"Bye." I said then hung up.

Sinking in to my bed even more then before I put my ear buds in and listened to my music. The song that came on was "Nightingale"by Demi Lovato this song reminded me of Aaron I know I only met him today but but from the way he cared about me it was clear this song was appropriate.

"I love you Aaron." I whispered only loud enough for myself to hear. I then closed my eyes and felt a single tear slide down my cheek.

"I miss you Bentley." I said as if he was here. I realized though he wasn't he wasn't ever gonna be here.

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I hope you guys like this chapter and I want you guys to know that if your dealing with bullying or anything like that message me I'll reply as soon as I can. I know what it feels like being bullied because I was. Alright I love you guys stay awesome and stay strong💕

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