Lost

Chapter 20

I left Aaron's place the next morning leaving him a simple note saying I had to go before my parents woke up so that maybe I wouldn't get in much trouble. But unfortunately I did. When I got home my parents grounded me I can't leave my house. Unless someone my parents like take me out for awhile aka Nathan. I can't see anyone unless it's someone my parents like aka Nathan again. All I did for the past week was sit in my room only able to talk to Aaron at night because I knew my parents would take my phone away if they knew I was talking to him. Nathan came to the house a few times trying to get me to go out with him, what's worse is that my parents would invite him over. But yet the lock on my door came handy at this time. I refused to see that pig that my parents insisted was a good boy.

"Maybe this is it." I said to Hope. She was one of Nathan's friends so she was okay to talk to on the phone atleast.

"What?" She asked alarmed.

"You heard me." I said.

"No Meghan you can't do it." She pleaded.

"What's the point Hope? My parents haven't let me see the only guy who really cares about what I'm going through." I said tears stinging my eyes.

"Meghan please don't do this." She pleaded.

"Goodbye Hope thanks for being a good friend." I said ending the call.

The phone rang once again probably Hope trying to call again. I didn't answer just went to my cell phone and dialled the number that was imbedded into my mind.

"Meghan?" Aaron asked.

"Hey Aaron." I said tears running down my cheeks at this point.

"What's wrong? What are you crying?" He asked alramed.

"I can't take it anymore." I said.

"Meghan please please don't ." Aaron pleaded his own voice cracking.

"I can't do it anymore Aaron I feel so alone. Nobody listens anymore I feel like a prisoner in my own home." I said voice cracking.

"Stay on the phone I'm coming over." He said.

"To what? Get kicked out by my parents." I said tears blurring my vision.

"No matter what it takes I'm coming to see you." He said. I could clearly tell he was crying now which made this so much harder for me.

"There's no point." I said.

"Meghan please." He said.

"I called to tell you something." I said.

"What is it tell me." He pleaded.

"I love you. I love you more than Hazel loves Agustus. I love you more tan Allie loves Noah. I love you more then I loved anyone in my life. And I just wanna thank you for our little infinity together." I said full blown tears coming on. All I could hear on the other end was a door closing and crying.

"I love you too." Aaron finally said. "And I'm coming for you." He added.

"I'm sorry." I hung up the phone and ran to my dresser.

I dug out the sleeping pills I hide in there. I grabbed a pen and a paper and wrote a suicide letter. After rushing to write the letter I placed the tear stained paper on my bed. I was finally gonna be with Bentley. I looked out the window to see Aaron running closer and closer. It's now or never I thought. I poured the whole content of the pill bottle into my mouth and swallowed. I fell to the ground hearing Aaron bang on the front door and my parents yelling at him. I was gonna die.

I was gonna die and I wasn't scared.

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So I know it's been a long time but here is an update. So the book isn't over yet so don't worry about that I'll update again tomorrow since I'm not doing anything. I also wanted to thank you guys for 700+ reads that freaking awesome. Thanks for reading.

~Meela