Lost

Chapter 23

LISTEN TO SAY SOMETHING BY A GREAT BIG WORLD
Meghan's POV

I slowly opened my eyes, vision blurry at first. I looked around at the white walls and beeping machines and tube filled with different liquids. Just like that I sat up and realized something I was in a hospital. I failed. I survived. I wasn't scared of what would happened if I died I was scared of what would happen if I didn't.

My parents walked in the room and frozen where they stood when they saw me. I was terrified of what they would say. Would they yell? Would they scream? Those thoughts disappeared when my mom rushed to me and hugged me not saying a single word, just hugging me like her life depended on it. My dad then hugged the two of us the same way and finally Dani. For once I felt like they were there.

Then I remembered Aaron. Oh my god what was he thinking? Was he even here? Thoughts swirled in my head almost making me dizzy. I wanted so bad to ask for him so that he could come in and hug me and tell me how much he loved me and how he would be with me forever. But that's just not the truth. He saw what I did I told him straight up that I was killing myself. He'd be mad and I wouldn't blame him.

"Hey I'm gonna go get Aaron." Dani said. I simply nodded slightly scared of what he would do.

"We'll leave you guys alone for a bit." Mom said kissing my forehead. The three of them then left my room leaving me with only the thoughts in my head.

"Hey." Aaron said walking in. There was no denying that he'd been crying and there were new tears forming.

"Hey." I said feeling my own tears come.

Aaron just cam and sat on my and grabbed my hand. Stroking his thumb across the soft skin of my hand.

"I'm sorry." He said.

"Aaron don't." I said knowing he was gonna blame himself for this.

"No I should've been there for you." He cried.

"There's nothing you could've done." I said feeling tears come.

"I could've ran faster, I could've kept you on the phone longer." He saying crying now. I hated seeing him like this I wrapped him up in my arms tight and he did the same. What made this worse is that I caused this pain.

"Aaron I can't stand to see you like this." I whisper cried.

"I know I'm sorry I just don't know what I would do with out you." He said.

"Aaron." I said placing my hand on his cheek and he leaned into my touch.

"Maybe we should take a break." I said. He instantly grabbed both my hands.

"No please I almost lost you once." He said.

"Aaron I caused you pain that's something I never wanted to do." I cried. He stayed silent.

"If I love you I have to let you go and hope one day you come back." I said. Aaron leaned forward and kissed my forehead and then squeezed me tight.

"I'll always be here I'll fight for you." He said

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Oh my god that ending man. I kinda sorta hate myself for that because it's an evil ending but I mean I think it will rip your guys hearts out and that's kinda my plan. Lol love you guys

Meela