if only i could stop time, hold you in my arms, and prevent you from going anywhere.
if i let you go, you’d be going everywhere, and nowhere close to my heart. nowhere close to me.
but yet, i wish that i could let you go, so that i’d stop hurting; and maybe that way, i’d find someone who was committed to loving me.
i can’t stay put and constantly wish for you to keep looking at me, and not at anyone else. it seemed desperate, pathetic even.
and i am shaken by how willing i was to continue being that way — just shamefully wishing.
i know that i’d go nowhere with you around, and i know that you’d go everywhere without me around — but just for once, i want to stay here,
to be nowhere,
with you.
joyfulweirdo.
1.11.2018.
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