Who Cares?

Cuts

Percys pov (Fucking Finally)

So I dont know what I did to Annabeth but she obviously isnt the same. And I know what you are think 'What do you mean you didnt so anything to her! You cheated!' Well since I know you cant slap me let me explain.

-flashback-

-Night before-

After I shower I go straight to bed not even bothering to put on clothes because of how hot my room is rn. I eventually fall asleep.

-o-

I wake up and Annabeth puts my phone down looking at me with tears in her eyes "Annabeth what's wrong?" she looks really hurt "You know what's wrong" she bolts out of my room slamming the door behind her. I throw on some shorts and a shirt and take a look at my phone there's a weird text from Drew that I'm not even gonna try to explain to you. I text her 'Wrong number Drew?' she takes a minute to respond 'Oops yea sorry but I would've loved to do it with you' she has a kissy face emoji at the end. I sigh Annabeth must have seen the text and thinks I cheated on her, great.

-end of flashback-

See?? I'm innocent but will she believe me!? No. And its not like its gonna matter she's dating Luke that has been the talk of the school all fucking morning and I hate it, especially since she was drinking her ass off last night like she needed to get something off her mind, especially since I think I saw fresh, red, cuts on her and arms

Annabeths pov

When we get to school Luke throws his arm around my waist like the overprotective boyfriend he is and has always been. Though he isn't very observant. Piper runs up to me and looks between me and Luke before squealing at the top of her lungs, aka her fangirling mode. We get a million weird glances and a glare from Percy except its not mean, he's looking for something. Shit. Did he see them?? I mean I was a lot careless last night but I didn't think anyone saw them, I thought everyone was too drunk to notice. Great. I shake it off, I made them on a very depressing day. No, it's not gonna flashback. Luke notices I'm off "Hey what's up?" I shake my head "Nothing" he nods I can tell he knows I'm not telling the full truth but he leaves it, thank the gods.

-o-

I walk into science and sit in my seat, Percy walks in and sits down next to me since we are partners, I can tell he's off and he can tell I'm off. He gets out everything and looks over at me keeping his voice low "Did you cut yourself?" yep he saw them "Why do you care Percy you obviously care about Drew more" he gets pissed and hurt at that comment "I care about you not her which I have been trying to explain to you what happened but you wont let me do that" I sigh rolling my eyes "I dont want to hear your cheap excuses" he sighs in frustration and anger "It isn't a cheap excuse" I glare daggers at him and he just seems hurt "Then what is it Percy" he hands me his phone "read the texts" I read them, the same one I found plus new ones. 'Wrong number Drew?' "Oohh yea sorry I would've loved to do that with u tho' 'Thanks a lot' 'For what? What did I do?' 'Annabeth thinks I cheated on her with you' 'Ooh sorry about that wanna hook up tho?' "Wtf?! No!!' 'Fine I at least tried, good luck with blondie' I drop the phone and bolt out of the classroom leaving a lot of confused people behind me. I walk into the bathroom crying. I thought he cheated on me, I was wrong, I cut myself over this, I'm dating Luke and I dont want to hurt him, and worst of all I still like Percy. Percy walks in a second later "Are you okay?" I sigh shakily "I dont think I know what okay is any more" his eyes filled with worry "What happened? Did Luke hurt you" I shake my head "No, but I- I" I want to let Percy into everything that still haunts me but I dont want to at the same time, I want to trust him but can't seem to. "You what?" "I'm sorry" he looks like he wants to hug me and I kinda want him to "Its okay, but can you explain your wrists and if you dont mind show me them?" I slide up the sweater to reveal old scars, healing cuts and fresh ones that I made the other day on both of my wrists "When I thought you cheated on me I thought I wasn't good enough, I thought I was worthless, and I guess old habits die hard" he shifts closer "Are you starving yourself" I shake my head "No but I was thinking about it" he doesn't try to stop himself anymore he hugs me "Is that why you drank as much alcohol as you could yesterday?" I nod "Yea, I also used to get high all the time" he hugs me tighter just as two people making out Drew and someone else, I pull away and so does Drew to reveal Luke. I feel a tear spill on my cheek as Luke tries to come closer "Annie-" I stop him "Dont! Just Dont!" I push past him and leave, he actually cheated on me, it wasn't a misunderstanding or a wrong person, I caught him making out with Drew Tanaka. Maybe I am worthless. I walk out of the school not bothering to grab my stuff. I get in my car and go to the one place I feel safe, In my bathroom, with a knife and a shit ton of alcohol.