Hey yall. Band nerd here. As you all know, I am in a band, one that I take pretty seriously and pour my heart and soul into. Right now we are incredibly busy with parades as well as our field shows. Not only that but we're battling amongst bands twice or even three times our size.
Having said that, I'm battling some of my own demons too. My mental state has only gotten worse and worse. It's gone to the point where I actually have dreams about killing myself and even getting angry for the fact that I am unable to do so.
I'm going to be taking a break for a while. At least a couple of weeks while I get myself back to a healthy state. Hope yall understand. It's been very difficult for me to keep going but I still am. Don't know why. I could've given up so long ago but I didn't.
I'll keep yall updated so don't worry.
Anyways, my name is Pam. Don't forget to like comment share and subscribe
Sincerely,
- Pam, the cooking spray
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