Chapter 18

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Justin's POV

I sat on my bedroom balcony with my guitar . I needed to clear my mind . I got to make a new songs for my album . I wanted this to be more deep than my usual stuff , to show my fans how I'm not a child anymore but still make good music .

Chaz came out to where I was taking a seat beside me . He was eating a bag of Doritos . "Whats up ?" He smiled . "What do you want ? You see I'm busy ." I said not looking at him . I jolted down some words that came to mind in my notepad . "Oh nothing just seeing what was up ." He smiled at me before tossing chips in his mouth.

I rolled my eyes and continued to string my guitar. "All that matters." I mumbled . Those words kept repeating in my mind some reason . I tried to think of the words for them to make more sense . I felt eyes burning on me . I sat my guitar down in disgust. "What the fuck do you want Chaz?" I snapped . Chaz grinned when he got my full attention .

"I don't want nothing . I just wanted to let you know your wife is trending on twitter right now . Fans going wild ," Chaz pulled out his phone and started scrolling down his twitter timeline . My lips pressed in a straight line . "Soo..?" I questioned raising an eyebrow . "So seems like she's enjoying herself with someone that's not you. " He smirked obviously looking at something he wanted me to badly see . I snatched the phone out his hand and looked down at the picture . Sure enough it was Gabriella . She was sitting at a Starbucks table with some foreign guy I guess . She was blushing . I never had that affect on her .

After I starred down at the picture I had a debate in my mind . Than I got up and started walking back inside my room . "Hey where ya going ?" Chaz asked following me back into my room . "Out for some coffee. Care to join ?" I grinned . "Of course. I love Starbucks ." Chaz smiled .

Gabby POV

"Remember that one time we skipped school and I stole my fathers Mustang ?" Jaron asked laughing . I joined him with laughter. I took in his handsome features. No wonder I didn't see him because all of his beautiful locks were cut off . "Oh my god yes !! We went out to eat at some Chinese restaurant ." I added remembering that fun day.

"That place was soooo good . And right after that we you know .." He trailed off looking down. I blushed into three shades of red covering my face . "Yes . In the backseat of the car ." I shook my head in embarrassment . He took my chin and slowly lifted it so that I could look at him . "Don't be embarrassed . Your beautiful . Your body is beautiful . I loved kissing every inch of you beautiful body from head to toe." He said seriously but his eyes were soft . My breathing was slow and heavy .

I didn't know what to say . I felt in love again all over again, not that I fell out of love its just that I felt how I use to feel when we first fell in love . Jaron studied my face and sat up leaning close . I could feel my chest going up and down. I held his stare . He looked down for a second before looking back up at me . "Do you love him ?" There it was . My heart dropped .

It was me now that looked down . I moved my eyes around the shop . I had stares . Stares of amazement . I looked behind me the girl at the register was leaning on her elbows gawking at us with a wide smile . Damn can I have my face back please ? I glanced back at the other side of me where the window was . There were tons of people standing there waving , crying , taking pictures with their phone . "Come on man ." I groaned bringing my hand up to my face shielding it .

"This happens a lot ." Jaron sighed sitting back in the chair . It wasn't even a question. It was more so of him telling me. I guess he dropped the question, at least for now . "Yeah it does ." I said closing my eyes . I was really tired of it .I could never get away . I just wanted to be normal for a second. Jaron's jaw tightened . "Wow look at you . Miss Hollywood ." Jaron looked at me with disgust . He never looked at me like that before. The pit of my stomach dropped .

I put my head down ashamed . "I'm not famous . Justin is ." I said still with my head down. "And you are too . I seen you taking a picture with that girl over there ." Jaron nodded his head in the direction to where the register was . He seen that ? I shook my head . "Jaron I'm still the same ." I whimpered . Tears were in my eyes .

"No your not . Cause the Gabriella I know would never just randomly breakup with me, she would never stop answering my texts and calls for no longer than an hour or day at most , she would never just run off with some white boy-popstar to be exact , Gabby for fucks sake you don't even like white boys ! And mostly my Gabriella would never get married at the age of 17 and lose contact with everyone that mattered !" Tears poured out my eyes . Jaron sat up at the table.

"Jaron im so sorry . I didn't mean to just leave . You don't understand . I had to do this . I didn't want too. Him and I don't even act like a married couple. H-He didn't even remember my birthday . When he knew I was coming here with a guy he didn't even care ! " I cried trying to get him to see where I was coming from.I sobbed there like a baby . I heard noise from outside get louder and louder with screams . "Oh yeah ?" Jaron challenge crossing his arms . I nodded my head quickly . "Than why is he standing right there ." My heart stopped . I turned around and there stood Justin leaning against the register shirt-less now waving at me with a big smile . "There's my beautiful wife !" Justin exclaimed making the shop "awww" together .

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