Chapter 31

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Justin's POV

I was in the studio working on some new music .i had recorded , confidence , All that matters, and Recovery . Ever since Gabby and i's sex a few weeks ago I've been working on this song called PYD . In the beginning of the song I was just naming all the places I would and I want too have sex with her. Not sure if she'll like the song but whatever . Gabby's been a real mess lately. I think her period changed her into a whole new person . She was so grumpy, than she was extra sensitive , she would get extremely horny one minute than the next argue with me that sex was all I cared about . She even argued about her feet . Feet . Fucking feet . Who complains about feet !? I try to stay away from her honestly .

It was going on lat and I still was playing around with the song . This needed a feature . Someone else to sing on this track with me . I wanted a certain voice for the mood of this song and to fit the slow but smooth beat .My phone started to vibrate and I closed my eyes at the caller id . Taking a deep breath first I answered ..

Me-"Hey baby whats up ?"

Gabby-"I'm sorry I was mean earlier ."

She faintly whispered . I nodded my head as if she could see me .

Me-"yeah I know . I'm not mad anymore ."

Gabby-"Really ?"

Me-"Yes Gabby ."

She went silent for at least a minute . I could hear her sniffling over the phone . I sighed waiting to hear the dramatic outburst .

Me-"Gabby why are you crying ?"

Gabby-"I-I just want you to come home . When will you be home ?"

Me-"Soon. Very soon ."

Gabby-"I hope so . I need you to come home ."

Me-"I'm just sitting in the studio just tryina get to you Bae ." I sang which made her laugh.

Gabby-"I'm afraid that songs ready made ." She laughed .

I smiled enjoying the sound of her laughter . The last month we been actually acting like a couple . It honestly happened out of no where. Actually it happened around the time Jaron wanted to pop up but I think I took care of that problem . I grinned thinking back at the sex filled phone call. I know he had to be extremely mad when he heard Gabby moaning . But hey, I had to show him that she's mine and she's not going with him . I talk to Selena once a week. She wasn't taking the whole distance thing good but I assured her that was good for both of us .

I almost for Gabby was on the phone because she stopped talking . I could only hear faint breathing on the other line and a sniffle here and there .

Me -"Gabby whats wrong ?" I repeated . I had a feeling she was hiding something .

Gabby-"I have to tell you something ..."

Me- she had my ears attention now . I leaned back in my car shifting in my seat a little with curiosity. "Alright . Go ahead ."

Gabby-"Nevermind ." She quickly replied .

Me-"Gabby . Tell me now ." I demanded .

Gabby-"I'm gonna tell you in person. So..so get your ass home from the studio already . You've been there all fucking day !" She yelled before hanging up .

I shook my head silently to myself . She didn't want to tell me something . She just wanted to be get on my last got damn nerves . Guess I'll be staying here later than I intended until she cools down .

Gabby's POV

I continued to sit in the bathroom for literally the rest of the night . I sat with my back up against the door . Mascara was smeared all around my eyes making me look like I had a black eye, my breath smelled like vomit and so did my hair . I looked and smelled disgusting but I couldn't move . Everytime I looked down at the little stick in my hand I cried all over again.

Positive . That's all I kept hearing in my head . I'm positive . I have a little creature in me . I'm pregnant . Yes me, Gabriella am now pregnant with the one and only Justin Bieber's baby . You would think any other girl would be excited . This would be their dream come true but sorry not mine . Yes I do love Justin but that's the thing . I never even told Justin I love him and he's never told me he loves me . I don't even think he does . I don't even know when I started to love to love him. Our marriage was just now starting to act like a marriage after all these months.How can you have a baby with a 20 year old popstar whose career just keeps growing and growing which don't get me wrong that's a good thing .He's so busy with meet and greets , studio time , writing songs , preparing for tour, facing illegal charges. That's a whole fucking lot . Than add a baby to that and what do you get ? A ruined life !

I knew something was wrong with me . I think I knew I was pregnant way before I even took the test. I was just afraid of it being true . But when your pregnant you just know . I know physically to other people I still looked the same but in my eyes I looked like a totally different person and acted like a mental person.I didn't know what to do . Can someone tell me ? I don't know how to be a mom . I can't tell Justin. He'll be mad at me . Maybe he'll even divorce me . No . I'm not getting a divorce . I be damned if I let this ruin Justin's career and my marriage . I'm gonna take care of this . I took out my phone and googled different clinics that took care of abortions .

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