Love&War (Justin Bieber fan fiction )

Chapter 47

Gabby's POV

Beep . Beep. Beep.

That's the only sound that I've been concentrating so hard on was the monitor i was hooked too. I've been trying to focus on anything than the phone call I was on before I crashed .

There were so many heart monitors hooked onto me , I had an IV and all these other monitors I had no clue were . The sound of my daughters heart beat kept me at ease . I was happy that my daughter was fine . She was a little jumpy in there but the doctors said she would be alright .

I could hear fans screaming way outside . From what I heard by nurses they had the hospital surrounded . I didn't want to be bothered with them neither .

"Sweetheart ." Jaron's voice brought me back to reality . I let a small smile creep on my face before I let it drop. "Hey." I said softly . He walked over to me and kissed my forehead before pulling up a chair close to my bed . "How you feeling ?" That was a good question. Im not sure if I know the answer to it .

"Im not sure Jaron." I said not looking at him. "That's perfectly fine . You've been through too much. " I just listened to him. "Everyone's out there waiting . Your mom had a fit when the doctor told her you didn't want any visits . Her and Just- " "I don't want to hear about Justin." I said bitterly cutting him off .

Jaron rubbed my hand . "Sweetheart as much as I hate his ass and wanna kill him I think you should let him see you . He is worried ." "He wasn't worried last night when I kept calling him back to back. " Jaron sighed . "I know. He's an ass for that but he's paying for it now ."

"He's not paying enough . I don't want him in here when I have this baby ." I said finally looking at Jaron. His eyes widen in shock than soften . "Sweetheart no . That's wrong . Im sorry but you know I have to keep it real with you. This baby is Justin and he should be able to experience this life changing event ."

I rolled my eyes . I knew he was right but I wanted to get Justin back . To hurt him like he hurt me. This was his fault i got into this accident . "Im just so tired of hurting . I know I can't keep him from our daughter ,that would be wrong." I started rubbing my belly . This baby would be here in a few hours and Justin and I aren't even on good terms .

"If your tired of hurting leave his ass like i been saying . Just like how you were so close too a few months ago. But today don't worry about divorce or breakups . Don't be angry be happy . Today is going to be the day of the birth of your daughter. Yeah you had a bad night and you have an right to be upset with Justin or whoever but right now we focus on that little angel in there that's about to come ."

Happy tears came to my eyes . Everytime I'm upset Jaron always made me feel better . I don't know how he does it but he does .

Justin's POV

I slowly walked to Gabby's room. Jaron had been in there forever and im tired of waiting . Shes my wife not his . Gabby's door was open but there was a curtain right as soon as you step through the door so she couldn't see me . I was about to open the curtain when I stopped in my tracks .

Gabby was laughing . In this situation I thought she would be crying her eyes out saying she hated me but she was actually laughing . Hearing her beautiful voice out a smile on my face .

"You know I love you right ?" My face dropped . Was this dude serious right now ?

"Yeah I know ." I heard Gabby reply . "How did you end up here ?" I heard Gabby start to sniffle after he asked her that .Shes starting to cry. " This should be us . This should be my baby . You should be wearing my ring." My blood was boiling again. "I just wish I would come home to you after work in our tiny New York apartment that we would have . We'd stay up late nights like we use too and just pig out on junk food, we'd order the same Chinese take out because the Italian Pizza joint is too far, live the city life, you'd be happy . I would make sure everyday is my mission to see you smile .i wouldn't have millions of dollars,or fancy mansions ,no fame,no A list celebrities but pure happiness and real love ."

I started to feel sick to my fucking stomach . Every word he was saying cut deep . I guess because honestly I know he loves her and that she would be happy with him. I see the way they look at one another. I wish she'd look at me that way . "Do you love him?" I think my heart stopped beating for a second .

I waited for her to answer . She didn't answer right away and that drove me crazy . "Yes . I do love Justin. Him and I been through a lot . And he's done some things that I never want to relive again but I do honestly love him. I know he didn't love me at first but when he did i definitely felt my feelings grow stronger.I see the way he watches me sometimes when I cook him dinner. He looks at me with much amazement. When we hug he holds me like he's afraid to let me go. When he tells me he loves me he looks deep into my eyes. When im angry how he gives me small kisses to slowly calm me down. I love how much he involves me in his music sometimes. How he lets me listen to different beats he creates, i get to preview songs before their released, he even wrote a song or two for me."

I felt myself blush . She really does love me . "Sweetheart im sorry but I can't be happy for you . The way you talk about him you talk with much love. You sound like you love him but I don't think he loves you as much as you love him. He cheated throughout most of your marriage . He was just in Miami with his ex , and he was with her last night , so please tell me how's that love ?! I would never do you that way . Walk away from this Gabby .im not trying to take his daughter from him ,I want him to be in her life but I just want you to be with me Gabby . Cause I truly love you."

"Jaron I love him .." Gabby whispered . "And he's going to hurt you again . How many times has he hurt you and how many more times does he have too for you to leave ? He hurt you this time and you could of died in that crash . Gabby I have a feeling he's going to do something or he's done something that he hasn't told you yet that's going to tear you down . And I know this because I know guys like him. I also am a great judge of character . It's coming Gabby . And when it does remember I will be right here and I will make you divorce that son of a bitch and take you and that baby far from him."

Those last words made me pull open the curtain. Both of them whipped their heads in my direction . Gabby's face was red and had nothing but endless tears while her eyes just held one too many emotions . This ass hole looked at me with no emotion at all as if he wasn't just trying to take my family from me . "Remember what I said ." He said getting up kissing Gabby's forehead .

When he walked out the room made sure to shut the door after him . Making my way over to Gabby she watched my every move closely but didn't say a word . I sat beside her bed and looked at her . How could he say all of those things? How could he confess his love for her when she's going to have my baby ? Why did he think he knew shit ? I hate this guy.

After sitting in silence for 5minutes i decided to talk . "Is she doing okay ?" "Yes Justin the baby's fine." She said with annoyance . "Are you okay ?" I asked slowly . "Do i fucking look okay to you ?" She snapped . "God your so stupid sometimes ." I watched as she uncomfortably shifted in her bed and ran her fingers through her hair . "Do you love him ?"