Love&War (Justin Bieber fan fiction )

Chapter 50

Gabby's POV

"Gabby she's beautiful . " Jaron smiled taking in Emery's features. She had small eyes that were carmel color like Justin's , she was pale but you could tell her olive complexion would set in and slightly darken when she gets older , but she had cold back curly hair all over her head.

I held my beautiful baby girl in my arms as she laid there looking up at me . Even though she's still an infant I can tell that everytime she looks at me this certain way I know she's telling me she loves me .

It sends me butterflies just being around her . "You wanna hold her ?" I suggest slowly handing her over to him . He gently grabs ahold of her and looks at her with complete adoration . I smile at the sweetest sight . "Hey mi amor . " He says to her gently rocking her back and forth . Emmy looks at him wide eye for a second then her eyes soften . "Your so perfect just like your mother . " I blush at his comment .

Jaron stares down at her seeming to be lost in thought ."I wish you were mine. I wish you and your mother were mine ." He whispered . I think I heard his voice start to crack . My heart started to ache . I watched as Jaron's eyes began to water . "Jaron im sorry ." I whispered as a tear rolled down my own cheek . He handed her back over to me quickly before standing . "Yeah me too ." His voice croaked as he quickly wiped away any tears that were visible .

I watched Jaron grab his keys and walk out the living room . I laid Emery down on the couch for a second before following him . "Jaron wait ." I said now starting to jog after him because he had walked so fast . I watched him run down the front steps without shutting the front door . "Jaron please don't go ." I cried now having tears stream down my face . He stopped in front of his car and looked down at the ground . His fist started to close shut at his sides.

I walked up to him placing a gentle hand on his chest . When he finally looked up his eyes were red and tears freely fell . This was the first time I had ever seen him cry and it hurt me deep down inside . "Jaron what's wrong ?" I searched his face for any answer but I found none .

He rubbed a hand over his face slowly before looking at me with blood shot eyes . "I can't do this anymore .." I felt my chest tighten . "Do what ?" I was afraid to even know the answer . "I can't be around you or the baby ." My heart started beating fast and I felt the color from my face drain . "No , no you don't mean that Jaron . Please stop your scaring me ." I lightly chuckled hoping he would join me and say he was just kidding but he only looked down at me with pitty .

"This isn't a joke Gabriella . I love you . I am in love with you . I was devastated when you just left me to marry some other guy . I was your first , I grew up with you , I've always been here for you, I watched you walk across that stage, we planned on making a future together . " Tears continued to pour as I took in every word .

"It kills me to watch you be with him. I tried to accept the fact that your married but I can't . This should be us ! That should be my ring on your finger . When he did you dirty and you moved out i helped you pick out that condo , I held you every night in my arms while you cried yourself to sleep . I had to watch you have a baby by him. She should be mine. He doesn't deserve you and I know he hasn't changed ."

I was sobbing uncontrollably . I couldn't even seen him anymore because my vision was so blurry . "I-Im sorry." I stammered . I tried to reach out to touch him but he slapped my hands away . "I can't Gabriella . I just can't ." I heard him start to cry again . "I-I need y-you . Please you c-can't leave me like this please !" I begged stuttering between sobs .

Jaron roughly grabbed my chin forcing me to look up in his eyes . "If you need me so much than go grab Emery and come with me . I promise I'll take care of both of you. I'll treat her as if she's mine . I love you and I'll show you each and every day . You can walk away from all of this . Leave him Gabby before he breaks you down to absolutely nothing . Divorce him so I can marry you . Gabby please !!" Tears started pouring harder .

I looked into his eyes . I knew he was telling the truth. I knew he would take care of Emery and i . A part of me just wanted to leave with him . And let him make me forget all the pain I had gone through . I opened my mouth to say something when I heard tires coming up the drive way . My eyes were still on Jaron but I slowly started to look down . I couldn't just leave Justin. This was my life now .

I took a step back making Jaron's hands drop from my face . I couldn't even bring myself to look at him cause I knew I'd break down . I heard a car door slam shut but i refused to look up. "What's going on guys ?" Justin's voice said . Justin was now standing beside me . We both stayed silent . When I did finally look up at Jaron I seen his jaw tighten and I think for a second i seen hate in his eyes .

Justin looked at me than Jaron than me than Jaron than back on me . "Am I missing something ? Did something just happen ? Did someone die or something ?" He asked getting worried . Jaron's body straighten and he stood up straight and tall . "Yeah we did ." He said through his teeth before getting his car . "I wish you the best and all the happiness . Goodbye ." His voice and face held no emotion and I watched him drive away .

I held back the tears as the burned my eyes dying to be released . But I couldn't cry in front of Justin. I felt his stare burn the side of my face . I couldn't even look at him. I just kept watching Jaron drive away until I couldn't see his car anymore .

"Is he gone forever ?" Justin said with no emotion now following my gaze . I crossed my arms across my chest before nodding . "Good." Justin said before walking to go into the house . "One less person to worry about ." I heard him say before shutting the door . Yeah , one less .