Love&War (Justin Bieber fan fiction )

Chapter 46

Justin's POV

I jumped out of the bed . "Fuck . Fuck . Fuck ." I panicked . I threw my pants back on and pulled my shirt over my head . Please be okay , please be okay . "Justin.." Selena tried to grab my arm but i roughly pulled it away . "NO ! " I walked up to her getting in her face . She took a step back hitting the wall. "STAY. THE.FUCK.AWAY.FROM.ME." I said each word with hate . Tears started to dance down her cheeks but I didn't care .

"I don't want nothing to do with you." I looked her up and down with disgust before rushing out the door . I jumped inside my car and speed off . Please be okay . Please God protect her and my daughter , I can't lose them . Tears blurred my eyes but I tried my hardest to focus on the road .

Picking up my phone I tried to hit the home button but the screen was still black . "Shit !" I cursed aloud . Great . Just fucking great . My phone was dead .

When I pulled up to the hospital there were fans everywhere , police , paparazzi and media surrounding the place . It was hard to drive through it all . I sat in the car calling Kenny and other security . When the fans saw Kenny walking towards my car they went crazy .

Police followed behind the security to help keep the fans and paps from getting too close to the car I prepared to be mobbed by people .

JUSTIN !! JUSTIN !!! JUSTIN !!

WHOS RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR WIFES CRASH ?

IS IT TRUE YOU WERE OUT WITH SELENA WHEN IT HAPPENED ?

ARE YOU AND SELENA A THING AGAIN ?

IS YOUR BABY DEAD ?

I stopped walking and turned around . "Aye what the fuck did you just say ?!" I pushed past the bodyguards as i tried to get to the asshole that yelled that . "Who said it ? Which one of you fuckers said that shit !" I yelled . I started mushing cameras out of my face and pushing paparrizi .

Kenny pulled me and pushed me forward . "Come on Justin you don't got time for this bullshit . Your wife needs you !" Kenny yelled still pushing me forward . I tried to calm myself and pull it together before I got in there . Going into the hospital made my heart beat slower . I felt my temperature literally drop .

I did a silent prayer as I made my way to the emergency room . I saw everyone sitting there with hurt in their eyes and looked exhausted . "Justin.." My mom started to say but was cut off by Gabby's dad . "YOU !! THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT !" My back was suddenly up against the wall . Gabby's father had his hands roughly wrapped around my neck . "Get off him !" "Leave him alone !" "Come on this is not the place !"

I saw people crowd behind him and yell but I slowly felt myself going in and out . My breathing started to slow down and my eyes started to get heavy . Before I knew it my body dropped to the ground and oxygen rushed in my lungs . Gasping for air i curled my body into a ball coughing uncontrollably .

"If anything happens to my daughter you son of a bitch I'll kill you !! " I saw security drag Gabby's father out the waiting room . "Baby are you okay ?" My mom crouched down to me and patted my back. I nodded my head since I didn't have the strength to speak .

Scooter rushed over and helped me up on my feet . "Justin what the hell is the matter with you !" He said through his teeth . I straighten my clothes out and tried to avoid eye contact . "Justin seriously man what the hell kind of shit was that . You missed studio time three weeks in a row , you were late to w meet greet , your sneaking off to Miami , getting drunk with your ex . Like the actual fuck man ." I tried to keep my temper in control as Ryan spoke .

"Justin you better tell me what the fuck is going on because my daughter is laying in the hospital bed in the process of having a baby while being brushed and beat up because she got upset that your ex girlfriend answered your phone !" Gabby's mom yelled at me as tears ran down her face . "Justin she's my little girl . I just want her to be safe ." I felt the biggest amount of guilt i ever felt . Tears started to come out my eyes . "I know , I know . Im so sorry ." I whispered as she threw herself against me hugging me tightly .

I hugged her back and cried . "Excuse me ." A deep voice cleared their throat before speaking . We all grew silent . It was the doctor. "Mrs.Bieber is in stable condition . She had a lot of scrapes and brushes , even a few bruises on the ribs but overall she's okay ." The doctor gave us a small smile . "The baby . How's the baby ?" Im asked separating from Gabby's mom .

Everyone stood to their feet awaiting to hear the news . The way media made the crash sound you would expect nothing but the worst . I held my breath preparing for the worst . "The baby i still alive . She was under a lot of stress when Mrs.Bieber first came in . Her heart rate was really fast but after Mrs.Bieber calmed down and we got her stable so did the baby .We would perform an emergency C-section in any case like this but Mrs.Bieber begged us to wait just a little while longer before doing anything extreme . Under her demand we took the risk and it worked out in her favor ."

We all sighed in relief . Thank you God . "Can we see her ?" Gabby's mother asked . The doctor looked down for a moment before speaking . "Unfortunately Mrs.Bieber denied any visits ." Blood rushed to my face . "What the hell do you mean deny visit!" Gabby's mom yelled . "Im her damn mother ! She's my daughter I should be able to see her if anything !"

"Im sorry Ma'am its patient orders . By law i have to follow their request." I started to pace back and forth in attempt to calm down . "Im her husband ,I have the right to see if she's okay . She's my fucking wife and having my child !" I yelled . "Justin now is not the time for all of that ." My mother tried to reason.

"No mom . I wanna see her . I demand to see her !" Tears were coming out again . "Can someone please go back there and talk some sense into my stubborn daughter ." Gabby's mom sighed ."I will ." A deep voice said .We all looked behind us and saw Jaron now standing to his feet. "Alright I'll go ask her . Your name sir ?" "Jaron." The doctor nodded his head before walking away .

"Hell no . Hell no. " I shook my head . "Justin she is closes to him." Gabby's mom agreed . "Yes Justin we don't have much of a choice ." My mom came by myside . "I don't want him near her and honestly I don't want him here !" Jaron walked closer. "Im going back if you like it or not . I've been here since one in the morning when she first called me afraid she was going into labor . It was ME she called because you were too busy getting drunk with your stupid ex girlfriend . It was me she called when she said she divorcing your ass and wanted me to stay with her when she got into her condo . It was me that watched that ambulance rush her brushed , bloody , unconscious body through here !" He shouted in my face .

I felt my fist tighten along with my jaw . "So don't you fucking tell me I can't go back there. I love that woman back there. I always have and always will. You just started loving her what , four or five months ago ? Your a joke Bieber. And when she leaves your ass for good which I have a feeling that's coming sooner than you think , I will be there for her . Face it Justin, it's always been me ." Someone cleared their throat . Neither Jaron or I tore our eyes from one another as we were face to face. I think Im going to literally kill this man .

"Mrs.Bieber will gladly accept to see you Jaron ." My blood was past boiling . He smirked in my face . "Told you ." Jaron said before walking off with the doctor .