Love&War (Justin Bieber fan fiction )

Chapter 56

Justin's POV

Tick . Tick. Tick. Tick . The clock on the wall nearly drove me insane . I hated this part . Waiting. I had wait . Everything seemed to go by in a blurr . I don't know how it got to be this way ..actually I do because I was so stupid .

I continued to be reckless and make stupid choices . Choices I knew would catch up to me sooner or later. I just didn't think that when it did things would go down like this . I can't believe she's in the hospital ..again because of something having to do with me and Selena . Another regret to add to my list .

Everyone you could think of already chewed my ass out. Her parents swore to take her and Emery away , while her father threatened to have me arrested or to kill me . My mother whom doesn't ever curse asked me how could I be such a heartless asshole . That stung coming from my mom but deserved way harsh than that .

Scooter told me that after tonight I would be lucky if I even still had a fan base after all of this and we'll discuss my career later which I knew meant that my career was now on the line . Ryan couldn't even look at me and refused to talk to me . Everyone sat on the other side of the waiting room while I sat alone , well my mom sat over here but not even did she take a seat beside me .

Now it was silence. The room was full with not even tension but actual hate . No doubt that everyone blamed this on me not that this wasn't my fault but damn im suffering with guilt eating me alive . I thank God nothing happened to Emery . It was good thing Carly had been there because if something was to happen to my beautiful baby girl I wouldn't be able to continue to live .

When I pulled up to the scene of my burning home there were so many paparazzi outside and fans that the police had to send state troopers to clear out the way . Gabby was already into the ambulance being driven to the hospital and Carly was hysterical holding onto Emery . My heart stopped seeing the flames . I didn't want to assume the worst but seeing everyone there but Gabby made me feel like my world just crashed down .

I asked Carly what happened but she wouldn't even speak to me neither . She let me take Emery out her arms and into my own . Of course when i arrived at the hospital i gratefully gave her back to Carly who insisted taking care of her while I sort all of this mess out. The police and fire marshals wanted to talk to me about property damages , and how much the damages would cost but I didn't care about any of that . I cared about my beautiful Gabby.

I think what hurt me the most was that instead of attempting to comfort me everyone seemed to feel bad for jaron . He had been the one to find Gabby's unconscious body , he was the one that rode in the ambulance with her so I can see how he was painted the hero . But at the end of the day she's my wife and I'm hurting too . When Jaron first saw me he charged at me throwing blows at my face until it was broken up and he threatened to kill me and take Gabby away and called me every word in the book.

Now he just sat with everyone else crying silently to himself and praying to whoever to keep Gabby alive . It made me furious to see him do this and people pitty him . I didn't mean for Gabby to find out about Selena the way she did . I didn't mean to get the bitch pregnant at all . I tried months to hide this . When I went to Miami I really went to meet up with Selena and that's when she told me she was pregnant . I know this sounds horrible but I was hoping she'd get an abortion .

I wasn't ready to deal with the endless drama that would come with having two children by two different women . Now this may happen in everyday life but when your Justin Bieber with a reputation that I already have that's like committing career suicide . Plus Gabby would without a doubt divorce me and I wasn't having that . She's mine . She belongs to me . Divorce me so she could run off with that son of a bitch Jaron , yeah I don't think so .