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March 20, 2008
Jin's POV

Namjoon held a tight grip on my hand as we got closer to the casket. Taehyung and Jungkook are behind us silently crying followed by a dazed out Jimin.

"Hyung...I don't think I can do this..." Namjoon stops as he blinks back tears. I lightly kiss his hand. "I know...but we have to...we have to say goodbye."

Namjoon sighs rolling his shoulders back as he regains his posture. We start walking a few feet away from the casket.

Namjoon closes his eyes once we stand in front of the open casket. I rub his shoulder before looking down.

Tears pour down my cheeks as her angelic face comes into view.  "Namjoon...look...she's sleeping peacefully."

My heart clenches up as I watch her now pale face covered in light makeup.

If I hadn't kicked you out...would you still be with us?

Namjoon's POV

I slowly open my eyes and glance down. A hitch gasp leaves my lips as tears flow down my cheeks like waterfalls.

She looks like an angel...a beautiful shinning angel. I lightly place my hand on the glass.

If I had gotten there sooner...you would still be alive. If I hadn't called that monster you wouldn't have broken even more. If only...so many what if's...

I hide my face in Jin's shoulder letting myself break down.

Jin hugs me tightly soothingly rubbing my back. "Come on let's sit down."

Taehyung's POV

I watch as Jin leads Namjoon to a seat. Jungkook covers his eyes as we take one last step to the casket.

New tears pour down my cheeks as my gaze lands on her.
She's laying inside the casket. Her golden brown hair neatly brushed. Light makeup on her face covering the bruises. She's wearing a blue dress combined with a gold heart shaped necklace.

Jungkook leans on the casket as he cries loudly. I stare down at her with a small weak smile. "Noona you're beautiful. You were always beautiful...my sweet little h-hon-ney b-bea-r."

Why did I try to choke you!? Why didn't I believe you?!

Jungkook's POV

I loudly cry leaning on the casket as I stare at her closed eyes. The green breathtaking eyes that I fell in love with are now...closed...forever.

Taehyung starts sobbing loudly before quickly walking away covering his face. Jin calls out to him but Taehyung walks out of the room.

Oooh...Y-Y...why...why did you leave us...pl-...stay.

"J-Jag-i...f-forg-ive me."

I step away from the casket and make my to Jin who holds out his arms letting go of Namjoon.

I throw myself into his arms sobbing loudly.

Jimin's POV

I take deep breaths as I now stand alone in front of the casket. My body shakes uncontrollably as I slowly look down.

The one glance at her face punches me in the gut. I fall to my knees as a sob rips out of my throat. "Y-Y-Y-" I choke on my sobs trying to say her name but the memories of her smile slap me in the face.

If I hadn't told you to leave would you have stayed?

"C-Come bac-ck. Come bac-ck! COME BACK!!" I punch the floor ignoring the pain in my hands as the pain in my heart is greater.

I gasp standing up stealing one last glance at her before running out.

The door slams shut behind me as I turn to the left and trip.
I faceplant to the floor as the rest of my body lands on top of another.

A harsh groan is heard as I yelp feeling my face hit the floor. A strong metallic smell fills my nose as hands grab my waist.

The hand pulls me up into a seating position. "Hyung...you're bleeding." I blink as I come face to face with a puffy tear stained Taehyung. I crawl off his lap landing on my butt with a thump.

A warn liquid runs down my nose towards my lips. Taehyung's eyes widen and quickly tilts my head upwards. "Stay like that! Let me get some napkins!"

Taehyung runs off into the dinning area of the funeral home. Tears slip out of my eyes as the pain in my chest intensifies.

The door behind me opens up but I stay in place. "Oh my god Jimin! What happened?!" Jin's face comes into view as he stands over me with a worried expression. He wipes the blood from under my nose with his black button up shirt.

Loud footsteps echo in the hallway as Taehyung arrives with a handful of napkins. Jin grabs two and put them up my nose. "Come on let's go inside."

Jin's POV

Namjoon and Jungkook are both sobbing in each others arms in the front bench as I place Jimin next to them. Taehyung hands me more napkins as I clean up Jimin's blood.

The doors are lightly pushed open as Rose, Lisa and Jisoo walk in with gloomy expressions. Rose clears her throat. "The others will be here soon...they just needed some time alone."

I nod in understanding. We all need some time alone. But that will only make us sadder.

"You can look at...her if you want..." Rose nods pushing a strand of hair behind her ear as all three of them walk closer to the casket.

Every single one of us wore  black from top to bottom. Our hair messily  combed in place at the beginning but now...it's just dull looking.

Jimin whimpers lowly as I pull out the napkins from his nose. I lightly touch his nose earning a quiet hiss of pain. "It's going to bruise."

A piercing loud cry is heard from Rose as she falls to her knees. Jisoo quickly comforts her. Lisa covers her eyes as she sobs loudly.

Jimin pouts as more tears slip out. Taehyung tightly hugs his knees burying his head into them. My heart clenches up more as tiny needles stab at it.

She wasn't supposed to go like this...she was supposed to stay.

Yoongi's POV

I sit on the couch staring at my hands as light footsteps come down the stairs. "I'm ready hyung."

I stand up walking towards the door without giving a single glance at Hoseok. He follows close behind me as I get in the taxi. "To the funeral home."

The driver stays silent as both of us stare straight ahead with grim expressions.