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Yoongi's POV

Hoseok quietly followed me as I walked inside the room.

Everyone inside the room was sobbing loudly some even hiccuping from their sobs.

I heard Hoseok let out a small gasp as he stares ahead. I follow his gaze feeling my broken heart shatter more.

In the middle of the room lays an open casket. White flowers surrounding it with a picture of...her...smiling brightly. The last picture we took of her before the incident happened.

Everything fades away as my gaze stays locked in the casket. My feet take slow steps forwards as my heart beats loudly in my ears. I place a hand on the edge of the glass as I slowly look down.

My heart turns into dust as my gaze lands on her. Y/n...my beautiful and lovely Y/n. A small sob fall out of my mouth as I memorize her face features...for the last time.

Say goodbye for the both of us.

I tentatively nod. "Y-Y/n...you know this isn't a goodb-bye because we will meet again in another life. Suga hates himself for what he did to you but he loves you as much as I do. I love you Y/n."

I quickly back away from the casket closing my eyes as tears spill down my cheeks. I hear Hoseok take a few steps forward as he bursts into tears. I open my eyes and watch as Hoseok's body shakes from his loud sobs.

"I love you. I love you! I love you so much! My sweet lovely baby...I love you...please remember that...please." Hoseok stares down at Y/n with a broken heart as his tears drip down onto the glass.

The doors of the room open as the employees of the funeral home walk in followed by a priest.

"It's time." I glance over at Hoseok who shakes his head. "No! Please not yet..."

Hoseok's POV

I threw myself on the open casket sobbing loudly. "Y/N!! PLEASE DON'T GO!!" Jin and Namjoon grab my arms pulling me away from her.

I kicked and scream as the employers closed the casket. Jungkook, Jimin and Taehyung grab a tight hold on the casket ready to carry it. "Y/N!! Y-"

My voice crack as I fall limp in Namjoon's and Jin's arms. Jin shook me lightly as he spoke. "Calm down for now so you can carry her."  Yoongi watched everything at a distance as he sob into his hands.

I keep crying for a whole minute trying to regain my posture as Jimin, Taehyung and Jungkook wait patiently for us. All three of them were silently crying not wanting to drop her.

I gulped taking rapid deep breaths as I shoved Jin and Namjoon's arms off of me. Yoongi took a hold of the casket as I stumbled forward. Jin and Namjoon join us.

We all groan at the heaviness of the casket. My sight becomes blinded by my tears as we head out of the funeral home followed by the girls.

The priest leads us to a car and helps us place the casket inside. I close the door behind the casket placing my hand on the window.

Jin pulls me away from the car. "Come on we have to head to the c-cemetery." I let Jin guide me to his car as Yoongi tightly holds Jin's arm as he sobs. We all pile inside the car.

Rose, Lisa and Jisoo get in their car waiting for us to drive first. Jin places me in the back seat next to Yoongi and Jimin. Namjoon sits in the passenger seat leaning his head against the window.

Jungkook and Taehyung sit on the other backseats of the car crying on each others shoulders. Jin starts the ignition as the car with the casket starts driving. He follows close behind it with a sad smile.

The whole ride is quiet. Once we arrive to the cemetery we all took our sweet time to climb out of the car. I looked down at my feet as we walked a long path towards the priest.

The priest pats our backs as we surround the 6 feet deep hole with a casket on top. The girls wiped their tears as they stood on the other side of the hole. We all looked at the casket holding flowers that the priest handed to us.

"We are here today to say one last goodbye to a dear friend. A lovely girl who had the most greatest friends anyone could as ask for. Lee Y/n lived for 17 years and today we have to say the fateful goodbye. Y/n has become an angel watching over us standing besides god. She will never be forgotten. She will be missed by those closest to her. We will all meet again the day god resurrects us. We will all live in harmony with our love ones in the afterlife. Amen."

"Amen..." The priest closed the bible. We placed our flowers on the casket as the grave diggers made the casket go down. They let us throw one fistful of dirt on the casket before they starting burying it.

Yoongi fell to his knees screaming loudly as he punched his chest. I quickly engulfed him into my arms and cried along with him. Namjoon hugged a sobbing Jin before he himself burst into tears.

The makneas comforted each other crying loudly as the gravediggers finished burying the casket. The gravediggers bowed at us and left.

Rose fell on her knees as Lisa and Jisoo followed suit and stare at the grave in silence.

Yoongi's POV

I let Hoseok cry on my shoulder as he tried his best to comfort me but I knew he was in as much pain as I was.

More loud sobs fell from my lips as her beautiful face filled my mind.

The pain in my chest increased as the realization dawned on me.

Y/n...my first love...is d-d...gone.