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Two Days After The Funeral
Jimin's POV

I tip toe up the stairs in the middle of the night shivering from the cold. I walk past the closed doors of the others room and come to a stop when I arrive to her room.

I slowly raise my hand placing it over the doorknob. My throat becomes dry as new tears form in my puffy eyes.

She will be in there peacefully sleeping....

I twist the doorknob pushing the door open. I peek my head inside my heart dropping at the sight. She's not in here...she'll never be in here. "Jimin? Do you need anything?"

I jump at the sound of Rose's voice as she sits up in the bed. Lisa mumbles in her sleep cuddling up to Jisoo. "Sorry, didn't mean to wake you up." Rose faintly smiles brushing a strand of hair behind her ear. "You can come in...it's not our room...it's hers."

I eye the inside of the room a small whimper leaving my lips as my gaze lands on the picture frame on the nightstand. "N-No, I'm not ready yet." Rose nods in understanding laying down.

I spear one last glance at the picture frame of us seven tightly hugging..."Y-Y/n." Her name falls from my lips as a whisper as I close the door. The tears finally stream down as I walk down the hallway towards my room.

It's my fault. It's my fault! If I had believed her she would still be alive and happy. It should have been me instead of her. I wish I could have been her place so she wouldn't have suffer.

A broken sob stutters out of my lips as I reach my bed. I fall face first into my pillow groaning as a stabbing pain fills my bruised nose. I curl up tightly hugging my pillow and bite into it as screams of pain threatened to come out.

Taehyung's POV

I lay on my bed wide awake as Jimin cries into his pillow. I wrap my blanket tightly around me as Jimin's sobs become louder.

I notice as Jungkook slightly shakes under his covers muffling his sobs too. I close my eyes and cover my ears.

They blame themselves but I'm the guilty one here. I attack her for something she didn't do and said disgusting things to her.

I eye the clock on nightstand squinting at the bright green color. Tuesday 2:30AM

I sigh content of not having to go to school this whole week. The place where it all went downhill.

Jimin's and Jungkook's muffled cries become louder. I threw the bed covers off of me grabbing Jungkook in the process. Jungkook yelp as I yank him off his bed and into Jimin's.

Jimin jumps choking in his sobs as I join them and covers us with a blanket. "Let's cuddle and cry the pain away." Jimin sniffles as he slowly wraps his arms around Jungkook's waist and cries into his chest.

Jungkook wraps on arm around Jimin and the other around my waist as he cries louder. I wrap my arms around both of them finally letting the tears go once again.

She would still be alive if it weren't for me.

Jungkook's POV

A large rock of guilt settles in my gut as my heart wrenches in pain.

I told her to leave and never come back...it came true but I didn't mean it. Please bring her back!

Jimin and Taehyung cry into my chest their bodies shaking from their sobs. Hot tears pour out of my eyes as the memory of her smile flashes through my mind.

I want her back. Alive and breathing.

My eyes slowly fall shut as I fall asleep.

"Kookie!! JUNGKOOK WAKE UP!" I sit up screaming as a bucket of water is thrown on me. I wipe my eyes and look up at the person to blame.

My heart swells as tears of happiness fill my eyes. She giggles at my expression throwing the empty bucket to the side. "Don't cry Kookie. Come on w-" I engulf her into my arms sighing in relief.

The sweet coconut smell of her golden brown hair hits my nose as I cry into her shoulder. She rubs my back and slightly pushes me away. "That hug was out of nowhere?"

I stare into her green eyes as they sparkle. Her freckles clearly visible bo makeup covering them. "Don't ever leave us Y/n."

Y/n giggles as she shakes her head. "I won't..." Her gaze becomes dark as our surroundings get filled with water.

My eyes widen as the water rises reaching my neck. "KOOKIE HELP ME!!" Y/n submerges into the dark waters.

"Y/NNN!!" I dive down deeper into the water. My eyes stinging as the water becomes darker as she slowly fades away into the depths of the water.

My lungs scream for air as I open my mouth screaming her name. "Y/NNN!" Water fills my lungs drowning me.

Is this how she felt?

My eyes droop close as my body floats down limply. Cold fingertips graze my cheeks as warm lips touch my ears. "I'm dead because of you."

A loud gasp leaves my lips as my eyes snap open. Ragged breaths fall from my mouth as the rays of the sunset fill the room. My body stiff covered in cold sweat as Jimin and Taehyung shift in their sleep.

She blames me...she has the right to blame me. It indeed is my fault that she's....dead.

The door to our bedroom is slowly pushed open as a bright color of yellow peeks inside. "Breakfast is ready. You want us to put it away or...?" I weakly smile at Lisa. "I'll be down in a few."

She nods closing the door behind her.