Short story of how BTS coped over the death of Y/n and forgave themselves after 5 years.
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Started: November 10, 2018
Finished: August 12, 2019
Mr. Wang attentively studies his patients emotions as they all walk into the room. They all stand behind the large couch avoiding eye contact with each other. "Go ahead and take a seat." No one moves as the tense silence in the room prolongs. "Today marks Y/n's second death anniversary. Have you guys brought what I asked?" Yoongi opens his backpack as the rest of the members take a seat on the couch, knowing what comes next will be heartbreaking.
Yoongi drops the large box onto the table before wiping a single tear from his cheek. "We left a large boutique of flowers on her...g-grave." Mr. Wang leans back on his desk nodding towards them. "Tell me or tell each other how you felt while visiting her." Namjoon sighs clearing his throat catching the others attention. "I know we all blame ourselves for what happened to her, and truthfully we all are to blame. Even if I read her last text message everyday, I still need to blame someone for her death. I can blame her father, but he's not in front of me to personally shout and make myself feel better. She deserved better. She deserved better friends who would actually trust her without any questions. We let her down."
Jin rubs Namjoon's back wiping the tears of his cheeks. "We're the ones who didn't believe her, you actually wanted to listen to her that day. She called you that day. She called you knowing that you would answer and save her. Y-" Namjoon shrugs off Jin's hand. "But I didn't save her! I was too late! I gave her hope to be saved BUT I WAS TOO LATE!" Jimin covers his ears as Namjoon starts shouting louder. "Namjoon, please stop. Stop shouting." Taehyung wraps his arms around Jimin's waist trying to comfort him. Hoseok walks over to Namjoon to calm him while Jungkook silently cries holding the box close to him.
"Mr. Wang why do you makes us talk about this? You know we aren't better yet. We aren't ready to forgive ourselves." Mr. Wang stares at the red eyed Yoongi as more tears fall from his cheeks. "It helps you cope and slowly understand that not everything leading to her death was your fault. Namjoon please sit down and listen closely. All of you listen closely." Jin and Hoseok drag Namjoon to the couch next to a sniffling Jungkook. Yoongi sits on the edge of the couch as Jimin and Taehyung curl up on the right side taking up most if the space.
"None of you, are at fault. It'll take time for all of you to forgive yourselves, it's been two years and you've slowly started to put the blame on others. This our second session as a group, the only time you guys are willing to talk about her death. Jungkook please open the box." Jungkook hesitates for a few seconds before following Mr. Wang's instructions. All seven of them look away from the box as Jungkook opens it. "Don't be afried and look at the inside of the box. Look at your memories from two years ago."
They all huddle together on the couch with teary eyes as they watch Jungkook trace the written words on the cover of the box. Happiest Memories, the box filled with photos they printed after winning Y/n's court case. The only pictures they have of Y/n and the many pictures she took of them.
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