His Wife [COMPLETED]

Ch.3 The Letters

Definition:
Letters[noun]: a written, typed, or printed communication, sent in an envelope by post or messenger.
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He was in his room. It's all messy. Clothes are everywhere, bottles of alcohol could be seen everywhere. He stinks.

It was 2 days ago, that he was with her. He spent about a day with her in the hospital room. But he left. He couldn't bare the pain of seeing her in the hospital. He asked his sister to come and look after her for him.

He didn't leave his house ever since he got back from the hospital. He looked like he just got back from living in the forest for 2 years.

His clothes are dirty, he didn't shave, he didn't clean up, he didn't even eat. All he did was drinking.

He knew that he did her wrong. He shouldn't have cheated on her like that. He shouldn't have laid a hand on her. He was scared that she would never forgive her when she wake up. But what he didn't know is that he was the only reason why she's in a comma. He thought that it was an accident and that it was not his fault.

Suddenly, something caught his eyes. A piece of paper was bulging out of a drawer. He went toward it and open the drawer. In it was a box full of letters.

He grabbed one and unfolded the piece of paper.

"Dear Josh," he froze. Why is his name on there? Why did she write him a letter when she could just talk to him? They were living in the same house.

Walking back to his bed, he sat down on bed and started reading.

30 October, 2018
I wasn't expecting that at all you know. I wasn't expecting you to laid your hands on me. It was the last thing I thought you'll did to me. You'll probably never see this letter anyway. You're 'busy'. That's what you always told me. You're busy.

You even pushed me. I hit my head. It's bleeding. It hurts. I want you here to comfort me and tell me "it's okay." I want you here to hold me in your arms and whispered sweet nothings to me. But I know it's not going to happen. You didn't love me anymore.

He suddenly stopped reading. "You didn't love me anymore." It hits him like a brick. Why did she think that he didn't love her anymore. Of course he loves her. He felt bad. He felt guilty.

This is before the accident. On the 30th of October. Tears was already coming out of his eyes. He should've been here with her. He shouldn't have hit her. He didn't know she's bleeding. He didn't pay attention. He should've comfort her.

That's okay though. You didn't have to love me. Because I love you. My feelings never going to change. Just remember that.

But I don't want to be here anymore. It's painful. I don't want to live in this world alone. I don't want to be alone. I want to be with you, the love of my life. But I guess it's not possible anymore.

Maybe if I leave you'll be happy? You don't have to see me anymore. You can live however you want. You can finally marry her and I'll be out of your way.

This could be my last letter to you. I'm going to leave. I don't know where but I'm going to be out of your way.

I'm so sorry I didn't said goodbye to you. But if I don't leave now, I don't think I'll ever will. I couldn't see your face now anyway. It'll make me break down. I guess this is how our relationship end, me leaving you without a proper farewell.

Might as well just said it now. Goodbye and farewell my lovely husband, Josh King.

I love you.
-Rose King.

What did she mean I can finally marry her? Who's the 'her' she's referring to? Rose is the only one he ever wanted to marry. How could he be happy if she leave when she's his happiness? He's confused.

Did she planned on killing herself? She said she was going to leave him...

"I don't understand." He whispered

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