do I really hate you? || Max and Harvey Mills

ten; so much for love

i looked at harvey with tears threatening to fall "w-what?" i couldn't believe this, after all of this, after two months, after him saying he loves me he just broke up with me because he's moving, he really knows how to make a girl feel good about herself. "why can't we just have a long distance relationship, i-it's not that far" by this stage i couldn't keep in my tears and was sobbing.

"i'm sorry babe but it's really better if we just yano become friends again" i don't know whether this made me sad or mad like he can't just do this to me.

"you know what? you're right" i got up, brushed myself off and wiped my tears away. "harvey if you wanted to break up with me this was the worse way to do it, take me on an amazing date, say i love you for the first time then say you're moving and breaking up with me!?" i started to back away from him "when are you moving"
he replied and looked down. "next week.."

"what the fuck harvey! next week?! how long have you known exactly?"

"at the start of last month.." he mumbled not making eye contact with me.

"you waited that long to tell me?! harvey what the actual fuck" i started to cry again and spoke softer "harvey i'm sorry but i can't be just.. friends with you" i closed my eyes for a second making multiple tears fall down my face when i opened them again it was me who was avoiding eye contact with him. "i can't talk to you anymore, there's too many feelings involved for that" i looked at him one last time "oh and by the way i t-think i love you too, not that it matters anymore" i grabbed my stuff, walked away from him and called TJ.

sorry this is very short and i didn't post at the start of the week my fanpage got hacked and i've been stressing trying to get it back which i still haven't yet and i'm actually so devastated about losing it but yeah like i've been saying for ages i'll try to be more active.