Chapter thirty

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"Sixteen and Pregnant!" Danny yells.

"Worlds Dumbest!" Carter yells back.

"How about we just look on OnDemand." I suggest and they look at me.

"Okay." Carter smiles and lies next to Danny on her bed. I look up and see Matthews chin. I am currently laying in bed with Matthew as my back rest. His two legs, I am using as an armrest and his arms are wrapped around my waist.

I point the remote to the television and press the OnDemand button. I look through all of the HBO movies while Danny, Matthew, and Carter blurt out their favorites. We end up watching a foreign movie. I turn on English subtitles. The movie is polish.

Sala Samobójców.

In English, it is called Suicide Room. I have heard of this movie before. The reason we ended up watching this was because Danny said that it was a love story and it made her cry.

The movie is about a teenage boy going through a mental breakdown in high school before graduation. He thinks he is gay but turns out to fall in love with a girl he met from a chatroom online, Suicide Room. Hence the title. But in the end, the boy died from committing suicide and the girl he falls for finds out and screams. I cried. It was very sad and I personally think it is the best foreign movie I have seen.

"Well that was depressing." Carter says with a sigh. I am now holding Matthews hand. I give it a squeeze as Carter stands up. "Matt, we should probably get some sleep. It's already five in the morning and we have to get up at ten again."

I sit up and Matthew stands. He stretches his arms above his head and smiles at me. He leans down and presses his lips on mine.

"Really Matt?" I hear Carter ask. I can feel his smile as he pulls away.

"I'll see you girls tomorrow then. Goodnight." Matthew says as he leaves the room with Carter. Danny stands up and turns off the light.

"So, did you tell Matt that you loved him?" she asks as she sits on her bed. The only light is coming from the lamp on the one nightstand between our beds.

"No, but he told me that he did..." I trail off.

"What? Oh my god, what did you say?" she asks excitedly.

"Uh, I, um, said 'No, you like me.'" I say and scratch my head nervously.

"Cas! You love him! Why did you say that?" She asks.

"I was nervous. I read books all the time about love and I have always planned the day when a boy would say that to me but after middle school, I gave up on that. And now that I have Matthew, I don't know what to do. I forgot. And at that moment I choked." I explain.

"Oh Cas. Tomorrow you need to tell him that you love him." She says as she turns off the lamp and gets under her covers. I do the same and turn onto my side.

That night, sleep didn't come. I lay there, just thinking. After two hours I grabbed my phone to check the time.

7:27 a.m.

I need to go to sleep. Then, I think of school.

I lift my head to see the time. It's 12:03. Only a few more minutes till lunch. I turn around and see my best friend.

"Hey." I say. She looks at me with disgust.

"How about you turn around and not bother me. Thank you." She says. My smile disappears and I turn around. I look to my right and see people looking at me. I turn to my left and see the same.

The bell rings and I get out of class as fast as I can. As I walk to the cafeteria, I can hear them laughing. Their footsteps behind me. I pick up my pace and sit at a table, where my friends and I usually sit. I wait for them but they don't come. I look around and see them sitting on the other side of the room. Talking, laughing, smiling. Not even looking in my direction.

I stand up and walk to the bathroom. I check my back for any notes and I check my appearance. Everything is the same as usual. Long brown and blond hair, brown eyes, light skin, nothing in my teeth. What can it be?

Someone walks out of a bathroom stall and I face her. She has dark maroon hair and green eyes. Pale skin and freckles line her nose.

"Oh, I didn't mean to mess up your puking schedule. There are plenty of other stalls available." She says with a smile and leaves the room.

"Pucking?" I ask myself.

"Cas." I feel my shoulder be shook and I open my eyes. "Cas, you have an hour to get ready." I see Danny hovering over me. I quickly stand up and see that it is 9:06. I rush to get everything out. I take a quick shower, without wetting my hair, and change into ripped white skinny jeans and a thigh length gray sweatshirt. I slip on black converse and start to apply my makeup. I decide to put some eye shadow on since I will be exposed to the world today. I brush through my hair and quickly straighten it and by the time the boys knock at our door, Danny and I are ready.

Danny is in a knee length red dress with a white cardigan and red toms. We walk to the lobby and wait for the car to take us to the convention center.

"How did you sleep?" Matthew asks as we wait.

"Not too good." I laugh.

"Me neither." He smiles. I wrap my arms around his neck and he is surprised. He wraps his arms around my waist. I stand on my tip toes and say, "I love you, Matthew."

He tightens his grip on me and replies, "I love you, too, Cas."

I hear a car horn sound and I pull away from him. He has a smile on his face and so do I. We all walk to the car and pile in. Someone, who I can not see, drives us down the road where we all see lines of girls and boys waiting to get in the building. I'm surprised by how many people are here.

Today is the day.

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Hello people! Hope you liked this chapter. The whole YouTube thing going on is not correct to the actual timeline that they actually started youtube, I know this. I just had to make it go with the plot. Sorry.

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~izzysam

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