heathers texting shitpost

failure

this isnt a texting chapter, it's more of a vent ig

[trigger warning some sad shit and maybe?? suicide attempt??]

Do you ever realize what your friends might think of you? it's no fun, having to constantly worry about not being enough, or being excluded from everything.

All I can think about Is what I could've done better, I could've been more supportive, less jackass-ish. I wish I was anyone but me, I mean let's face it, I'm a failure, a disappointment.

I wish I could just disappear.

I'm trying to get better, I really am but it's hard to do so when every waking moment is a constant reminder about how much better everyone would be if I just vanished, I just wish for it all to end.

soon it might... if I can even successfully end my sad, lonely, little miserable life, if I can even manage to swallow every last pill, it'll all be over.....

see you guys on the other side. Sincerely, Jason dean