Maggie is struggling too. She may not have known Kara very well, but that's not what is tearing her apart completely inside. It's Alex.
God, how much she misses Alex. They may live together, they may see each other every here and there, but it's not the same. This sad and tired person is not Alex Danvers.
It's a different being all together that's wrapped in her skin. No, the real Alex would care. She would love. She would always have a bright smile on. She would be determined. She would be... happy.
But she's not.
Maggie just wants her Danvers back. She wants her back so fucking badly! It breaks her heart to be engaged to such a wonderful woman that is breaking in front of her, but there is a glass pane between them that stops Maggie from reaching her. She wants it gone, how bad she wants the glass to leave! She just wants to help her, but nothing works. She wants to have a use in her life. She wants to see her smile. She wants to reach her. She wants to smash that damn glass into a million prices with her bare fist.
Oh God, how much she wants her lost lips to find hers. Oh God, how much she wants to wrap her arms around her and tell her that she deserves the world. Oh God, please help her.
Maggie would lie in a bed that was meant for two, but seems to always hold one. She would try to find her and she would always be in the same place. The bar. She would try to find her because no one else will. They are both lost yet the only way to be found is if they find each other. And they can be side by side and she would still be searching for her dear sweet Alex.
Do you know what it feels like to look in the eyes of the most precious and loving person in the world and find emptiness? Loneliness? Fear? Hurt? Pain? Heartbreak?
I can't tell you what it really is, but I can tell you what it feels like.
You can feel her world collapsing around her and no matter how hard you try to protect her, the walls will still encave. The building will still cripple. And the world will still be falling.
It's the feeling of uselessness. Having them so close you can practically touch them, yet they are so far out of your reach. Nothing you can do will help. They are falling, you have to rope and you stand at the edge of the cliff they were pushed over, but your rope isn't long enough.
Maggie is breaking too.
Someone, anyone, please pray for Alex and Maggie because they both need it no matter how much they deny it.
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Broken Hearts
Fiksi Penggemar||SEQUEL TO LENA FINDS OUT (ONE SHOT)||After a great tragedy between Supergirl, Alex, Cadmus, and the world, the Girl of Steel is dead. She was struck by the evilness of Lillian Luthor. And now Kara Danvers and Supergirl herself is gone. This isn't...
