Vengeance

1.6- war against yourself

short, but an update. enjoy. vote. comment?

After I left her from her room, I leaned against the wall. It was a relief to tell her that I loved her. I loved her so much. I had never felt that way about a girl in my entire life. I loved everything about her.

I loved the way she smiled. I loved the way she said my name. I loved the way she walked. I loved that damn frizzy hair that was never in control. I loved her laugh and her seriousness. I loved how tall she was. how she could actually look me in the eyes and hold eye contact with me. I loved her sarcasm and her smart ass mouth. Her ass was phenomenal, her breasts were fantastic.

I loved her eye color, brown dark eyes like soil. Her eyes were warm and inviting. Gina Arrowood was amazing and I was privileged to love her.

I didnt want to leave her in her room by herself because I just wanted to lavish het with love. Unfortunately I had to see LauraKate's. LauraKate was going to help me find Anne's parents. My grandparents.

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"Sorry that you have to come here to late, Harry. I'm afraid for the next few days I will be busy with other clients. You are one of my top priorities because of Marco." She said.

I nodded and fiddled with my thumbs. I didn't want to be here. I wanted to be with Gina. She was all I could think about.

"It's fine LauraKate. I just want to hurry this along and get back to my girl." I said to her.

"Your mother has no family that is known of. BUT!" She exclaimed the last word with her finger in the air. "I have spoken to Anne and her attorney and Anne gave me an address to her grandfather. Your great grandfather."

"How in the hell will an old man help!" I snap and stand to my feet.

"Harry, I know you want to find out what happened but each thing that is discovered is another step to finding out what truly happened." LauraKate explained.

"None of it makes sense. None. I'm tired of the bullshit." I snapped.

I needed Gina. I needed to see her and have her help me calm down.

"I will have a call with your great grandfather and will let you know what j find. I'm afraid that is all I can do right now." She said with a sad frown on her face.

I shrug my shoulders and stand to me feet. I let myself out and run a hand through my curls. Tugging at the roots, I clench my jaw and drop to my knees next to my bike.

When I closed my eyes I saw my mother's face. Why was she taken away from me? Why was she killed? Why couldn't I have grown up with her? I squeezed my eyes shut and slammed my fist into the ground. The cement was hard, causing my bones in my knuckles crack. I flinched slightly but I wouldn't let it affect me.

I stand to my feet slowly and put my leg over my bike. I clutch my hand to my chest as I kickstand my bike. I revved it up and began to ride away. Not caring if I had a helmet or not. I didn't care what happened.

The cold midnight air traveled through my hair and bounced off of my shoulders. In my pockets I could feel my phone buzzing to life with eagerness. I ignore it and continue my ride into nothing. I felt nothing. My body was numb, my thoughts were silent.

I wasn't sure how I stayed on my bike but I did. All the way to Tito's Pub. As I walked in Myra smiled at me. Liam, Benji, and Oliver were seated against the bar. Liam smiled at me and held a hand out for me. I grasped it and shook his hand.

A shot was slapped in front of me as Benji slapped me on the back.

"Drink up, duuude." He slurred.

I put salt around the rim and tilted my head back, downing the drink quickly. Some sort of gurgling growl released itself from my throat as I was done. Liam had a smirk on his face as he was looking across the bar at a girl. He sipped on his beer.

"Sorry to leave you when you look like shit friend, but that girl is calling my name. " He said as he flashed a smile at Myra.

Oliver and Benji sipped on the beers, sliding me one down the bar.

"Thanks. " I said.

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"--arry, please... stand....stop." A voice said to me.

I couldn't see a thing! Everything was black.

"Inatedadark."

"Cant....stand.."

I pinched open an eye lid and saw a cute panda bear. I brought my arm to its cheek and pinched it.

"You so cute."

"HARRY!"

I covered my ears and stood straight up. It was too loud and I was slowly coming back to normal. My abdomen was as sore as I'll get out. My mind was jumbled into a jigsaw puzzle. My eyes opened and Gina stared at me with a scowl on her face.

"Why are you drinking?" She asked as she cupped my cheeks.

My heart was in pain from my mum.

"Oh Harry." She said and hugged me.

Why was she hugging me? Who was hugging me? I looked at the cute little panda bear holding me and closed my eyes. I fell to sleep.

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I woke up and my head was like a stampede of horses.

"Harry?"

I put my arm above my eyes and groaned.

"Gina?" I said poking an eye out to her.

She walked towards me and sat on the edge of the bed. Her eyes were tear stained and her cheeks were swollen. She sniffled and put her hair behind her ear.

"Harry are you hurting?" She asked me.

"What do you mean?" I asked and sat up.

I cringed and held my ribs. I hissed in pain and laid back down flat.

Gina scooted closer to me and lifted my shirt. She looked away from me and sniffled. I looked at my uncovered skin and gasped. My ribs were brushed horribly. My skin was fire red and swollen.

Gina turned her head back towards me and can her hands down my chest lightly.

"Harry Baby. You're hurt." She said.

I bit my bottom lip and looked at her.

"What happened?" She asked.

All I could think about was her crying for me. I didn't want to see her cry. Ever. Especially over me. I was a piece of shit.

"Lay down with me." I said.

She sniffled and crawled over my body, laying her head on my chest.

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Short update but it's updated. I'm at school & have soccer after and a butt load of homework. so updates will come when they come. enjoy.