Vengeance

2.5- All of me

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I didn’t know how I would start my never ending list about Gina. I loved the girl so much that it hurt. I loved her with every part of me and it scared me how much I loved her. I knew I fell for her way harder than she could have ever fallen for me. I knew that I was a hook to her line as soon as she spoke to me.

That first time in the diner all those weeks ago, when she wouldn’t stop bombarding me with annoying questions, I knew there was something about her that I couldn’t let go. I fought it as best as I could, but somehow that girl made her way into my heart.  I knew the first time we kissed that I fell for her. When she ran away from me I thought I had crushed her.

She had surely crushed me then. It hurt like a bitch, I couldn’t handle it.  I think that I overwhelmed her. This was the second time that I made her run from me. I wasn’t sure why she kept running. I picked up little hints from her. How she doesn’t want me to be like him. Her father if I can remember correctly; how she had been in an abusive relationship before and she didn’t want to ever go through that again, and how she was guarded over certain things I did for her.

She was confusing, but I loved her, and I would be patient in waiting for her return.  Gina Arrowood was a puzzle that I could quite piece together. She was clear as mud.

I fiddled with my fingers as I lifted my head to look at Gemma. It amazed me how she was my cousin. I went from having only my father, to having her as well. I didn’t really know her but I think if we actually got to know each other, we could be family.

Gemma tilted her head and her brown eyes searched my green ones. I sigh, taking a deep breath, and begin to tell Gemma everything I can think of that is going wrong.

I tell her about our first kiss, how she took me to her brothers grave, how Gina ran from me, how we argued and I was forceful with her, how Gina was scared of me, and so many other things. The whole time I was pouring my feelings out, I realized how wonderful it felt to actually talk about something to someone who knows nothing about you.

I was going to value her opinion so much. As I finished my thoughts to Gemma, she remained quiet for a long moment. I cracked my knuckles and relaxed.

“I think, that you two love each other. There are things that you need to work on. I believe you have some anger issues. Nothing to badly, but it if forced you to react in such a way as you did towards Gina, that you need to work on you anger. Gina needs to work on her trust and well being. I feel like she wants to let you in, she just doesn’t know how. She needs to search herself, and you need to search yourself.” She begins.

I hang off of her every word, and let it sink in. “You need to do it together. Not alone. You need to be a couple and realize that you both need each other. You need her just as much as she needs you.” Gemma finished with a small sad smile on her lips.

I nod and look away from Gemma. Of course, I knew that we needed each other; it was a good feeling to hear it aloud.  There was something amazing about hearing your thoughts come aloud.

I take a deep breath in and I roll my lips together. I needed to find Gina, but I had a feeling that she didn’t want to be found. Where could she have gone if she didn’t know where to go?

“Where could she have went?” I ask Gemma.

“She’s your gal. You should know.” She tells me.

She stands up and gives me her hand. “I will go with you.” She tells me.

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A car ride alone with Gemma was not as weird as I thought. The ride was silent. I had no idea where I should go to start looking for Gina. All I knew was that I had to find her, I missed her so damn much. I pulled my phone out of my pocket, and glanced at the screen. She hadnt called or texted. I scrolled to her name in the contacts, pressed her name, and called her.

Ring

Ring

Riiiing

Ring

Ring

*Giggling, whispering* Harry stoooop. I need to make a new answering machine! *Giggles* Shit! its recording. Hi, you have reached Gina-- AND HARRY, *slapping noise* Shh. Please leave me a message, and ill get back to ya!

I sighed and called her two more times just to hear her voice. Finally, on the last time I called her, she answered.

"Why do you keep calling me?!" She screams.

"Dont. Fucking. Yell." I hiss.

I grab my knee, squeeze, and breathe deeply. Gina is crying on the other end, but at this moment I dont care.

"Where the hell are you?" I snap at her.

"I dont want to talk to you. You're being an asshole!" She yells.

I wish Gemma were not in the car just so I could scream. I didnt want to scream at Gina, I wanted to scream because I was so pissed off. I didnt need to yell at her, I needed to hear her, I needed her to come back to me, I needed to find her.

"Gina, where are you?" I ask her.

"Harry, I need time to myself right now." She said.

"Why?" I ask.

"I need to think."

"Why do you always run from me when you get overwhelmed? Why wont you talk to me?" I ask her.

There is silence on the other side as I can hear her softly breathing. I know that she is running her hands through her raven hair. I know that she is trying not to cry.

"Baby--" I start.

As soon as the word leaves my mouth, I hear her start to wail. The strings of my heart are tugged as I feel a lump in my throat. My beautiful girl is crying because something I did. I almost drop the phone from my grasp. I feel a hand on my shoulder. I remember that Gemma is next to me as we are sitting at a stop light.

"Harry. Please, come get. Me." She whimpers.

"Where are you?"

"Some bar near a movie theater."

"Hold on, babe." I say.

I put the phone to my shoulder and look at Gemma. "A pub near a theater."

She nods and continues to drive. I put the phone back to my ear. "On the way." I tell her.

"I miss you, British Boy."

"And I, you." I tell her.

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