Vengeance

3.4- Russian Roulette

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Gina drove me out of that place. I still hadnt said a word to her. How could I? I had nothing to say to her. I physically could get nothing out of my mouth. I watched as she drove with one hand in her hair, and one hand on the wheel. She had tears running down her face. I wish that I was the one driving so that I could hold her hand. I wish I she wasnt sitting on my left side.

"Gina." I say.

She sniffles and looks at me. "What?" She asks me.

"I love you." I tell her. She closes her eyes slightly, then remembers that she is driving and has to have her eyes open, she wipes the tears away.

"Where is Gemma?" I ask her.

"Visiting Anne."

"Can you take me to her please?" I ask.

She just nods and keeps quiet. I can understand why she is shutting me out. I know I have hurt her, but she hurt me too. Gina and I were good for each other, just sometimes we were horrible for each other.

It felt good to be away from a hospital. It felt good to be, to feel, normal again. I had a long road ahead of me of healing.

The car came to a place I had been many Many times before. The jail.

I opened the door handle, ducked my head slightly to get out. My ribs continued to scream at me, and Gina ran to my side. I leaned on her for a second to regain my balance.

She held my hand as we made our way to the inside.

We went through the formalities and we were both seated inside the same room I had been in several times. There was a buzz before the same door we came through was opened. Gemma sat down next to me.

She had tears in her eyes as she looked at me. Now I was seated next to her I didn't even want to look at her. How could she have kept this secret from me?

I look away from her and wait until Anne comes through the opposite side of the room.

"Harry, you have to know that it was not me who kept this from you. I just found out." She says to me quickly and quietly.

There is another buzz. Anne comes in wearing a red jumpsuit. Her hands are together with cuffs. She sits down and puts her hands on top of the table.

I look at Gina and she just glares at the woman. Gemma starts to cry harder.

Anne looks to me and she has tears in her eyes.

"Why did you save my life?" I ask her.

"I was the only match." She says simply. Not looking at me.

I stand to my feet and slam my right hand to the table. I breathed in heavily. My lungs burning. I had to take it easy, my lungs were not healed.

"You're done lying to me Anne. Tell me the truth! WHY DID YOU SAVE MY LIFE!" I demand.

She flinches and I feel a hand on my back. I look behind me and its Gina. She has a small smile on her face as she looks at Anne and then to me. "That's my boy." She lips.

I deny myself a smile and look at Anne. She hiccups once before opening her mouth. Nothing comes out of it. Not one word.

"Mum, please explain this! Why have you lied to him? To me? What is this about?! Please.." Gemma says.

Anne looks to her daughter before speaking. "I did this to protect you. Both." Anne says looking to me too.

"Bullshit. I was denied a mother, raised up by a horrible drunk, told lies my entire life, and you call that protecting me?!" I yell.

How could this woman think this?! Was she deranged? Was she ok? Was being in this place too much?

I sit down in the chair and look at her. She sighs before speaking.

"There were men after me. After I had Gemma, things were okay. I thought your father and I had rid those awful men from our lives. We planned for you Harry. I never imagined that they would kill my sister." She says.

"What? What men mum?" Gemma asks.

"Your father was into gambling. These men.. Your father owe them. Millions. He had brought me down along with him. The men killed my sister and they were to kill you both as well. Gemma, my love, I shipped you away so that you would be safe. Harry as soon as you were born I sent you off with Marco. He found your fathers brother and sent you to live with him. Your birth father is dead. Along with my sister." Anne says, tears falling down her face.

I stare at her blankly, not believing what she is saying. All of life has been a lie. How can I not have an family? At all?

I look at Gina and she is crying. I hold onto her hand. I look at Gemma and she is crying. Anne is crying.

Something comes over me and I feel bad for Gemma. She was given a mother and father and then have them ripped from her life. I pull Gemma to me and I hug her. I wrap my arm around her and pull her so close to me.

I put my chin on top of her head and I cry too. How can my life be like this?

"Why did you never come back for me?" I ask.

Everything LauraKate and I discovered means nothing now. It was all a lie.

"I couldn't be a mother to two beautiful children that I did not know. Gemma was with my grandfather and you were with my beloved friend." Anne says.

"Marco knew this whole time?" I asked.

"Not this. Not this entirety. He knew that your father needed help. He believed I had died. I have recently confessed my wrongs to him." She says.

"How can I believe a word of this? What about me being born in London but you supposedly dying here?"

"You can wish to believe what you wish. Your father was a horrible man as well. He went between Natalie and I for many years. Natalie was murdered here, in search of your father. I was with child in England. I'm afraid I had to tell a few lies to protect you. Both of you." Anne says.

"Why did you not tell me I had a brother?" Gemma asks.

"I didn't want you to look for him Gemma." She says.

"I grew up alone mum." She says.

"Did it ever occur to you that this would back fire?" Gina asks.

"I knew one day it would yes. I'm glad it did now. I wish it would have been under better circumstances."

"None of this is right." Gina says.

"I will never forgive you." I tell Anne.

I step up from the chair and I hold onto the wall.

"Please just remember it was for protection. I love you both so very much. I'm sorry for hurting you." Anne says.

I look slightly behind me and I feel Gina wipe a year away from my eye. I hold onto her hand as she helps me out of there.

I never wanted to look back on this day. I never wanted to remember it. I never wanted to see her again. I had my answers. I was done with this chapter of my life. I was done with his revenge for my mum. She was right there and she was a wretched fool.

I never wanted anything to do with this vengeance. The only part I would want was Gemma. I was ready for a sister. As for the rest, it was history.

I was Harry Edward Styles. I had Gina at my side and nothing seemed so bad. I had my answers. My life was rocky, but it would get better.

NO ITS NOT DONE! JUST AN EPILOUGE AND THEN ITS DONE!