My LAZARBEAM

[Chap 15] Try to lose weight

A/N: sorry for missing like 2 days of uploads, been crazy busy with school, and I'm really stressed out. So this chapter is not going to be the best! Hope y'all enjoy this anyways!

I wake up in Lannan's bed. All of my makeup is gone, but I don't remember taking it off?
Wait, when did I get here? And what did I do here?
"Babe?" I yell
"Ah, you are wake!" Lannan say kissing me on the forehead
"For how long was I gone?" I ask
"Maybe 21 hours or so?"
"Wtf! Are you crazy! Why the hell didn't you wake me up? I missed two days of uploads, and my instagram and snapchat is off..."
"Babe, calm down!" Lannan say
"HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO CALM DOWN?! MY FREAKING FANS ARE WAITING THERE, AND I HAVE NOT BEEN SOCIAL OVER 48 HOURS! I HAVE NOT EVEN EDITED DONE OUR VIDEO!" I shout. Feeling my head burning and my body getting heavy. I fall to the ground.
"Hey babe? Babe? Are you okay?" Lannan say worried
"Yeah, I'm fine. Just need to work..."
"No, I have edited your video. And uploaded it yesterday."
"What? Why?" I ask
"Because you baby, have a fever! So no work! Just lay here in my bed all day, and I can get you anything you want!" Lannan say kissing me
"But, but I dinner have a fever! I'm fine! I-I need to record a video, and update instagram, twitter and snapchat!!" I try
"No, I'm not letting you out of my bedroom! You bloody fainted! You and me are going to cuddle all day!"
"Okay.." I finally say, giving up.

We lay down in Lannan's bed, and cuddle. We watch many movies, and Lannan fixes so much to me, like gives me cereal, soup and snacks. When Lannan falls asleep, my head is going through so many thoughts. Like I wonder how my parents have it now. Probably better without me at home making trouble. Such a disappointment. I feel my eyes getting heavy.

Lannan's POV

I watch y/n sleeping while her head is resting on my chest. I look at her beautiful face. She looks so peaceful. She really needed those 21 hours. But I wonder why she is feeling so sick. I mean, this isn't the first time she has fainted when I'm around. This must be like the fourth time this week, and it's only Thursday? I follow here jawline with my thumb. Follow up to her cheekbone. Her skin has like sunken in? It's a little but pale. And her face looks smaller?
Does she it alright? When we are with each other, she always say that she has already eaten. I never see her eat, except for now. And she goes to the gym every single day.
Is she, is she...
Trying to lose weight again?

She was so healthy before? Something must have come up in her mind that made her do this crap again. Maybe she has gotten comments from the person that bullied her? I need to find out so she doesn't continue. But how am I going to find out? Maybe I can look in her phone?

I grab her phone on the nightstand. Place y/n head so her phone can unlock with the face-id. I start to look at sms. Nothing there except for me and "little brown girl"? Why hasn't she texted her parents or something? I look at messenger. I scroll around.
I get in on a conversation.

Y/N
Fuck off, I don't need to hear from you anymore. Enough is enough, and I got enough in high school!

Guy
I love the way you look now. I love you

Y/N
I don't care, I have a way better person, and it's Lannan!

Guy
You know, Lannan don't like girls like you. He wants girls who are really sexy and skinny! Nit chubby girls like you. He only wants you in bed. You are so blind!

Y/N
No, no that's not true! You're lying!

Guy
Honey, I'm his beat friend. I know everything about my best friend. I know what he have told me about you.

Y/N
Go fuck yourself!

I get really angry when I read this conversation. Who the bloody hell is this?! And it's one of my mates? I click in the profile. There is nothing there, y/n must have blocked him.
I put away the phone. I start to think about my best friends. Marcus have Kathleen. Elliot is too old. Then everything clicks inside of my head. He went to high school in the US for one year. After him and y/n had talked with each other the second day I met her, she was so pissed when she came down. Of course it's him.
Lachlan