[Chap 25] Baby

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"What?!" I say
"I will take that as a no. But she's only 3 weeks pregnant. But..." the doctor say
"But what?" I ask
"Her body has been through a lot if stress, and a miscarriage wouldn't really be chocking. But it usually happens around the 4-5 week."
"What happens around the 4-5 week?" Y/n ask

Your POV
I look at Lannan and the doctor. What are they talking about?
"So? Tell me?" I say again
"I will leave you two alone" the doctor say and leaves us alone in my room. Lannan walks towards me, and sits down on my bed.
"I don't know how to really say this, but. You are pregnant." Lannan say
What? Am I hearing the correct words? Am I deaf or something?
"Did you hear me babe?" Lannan ask and grabs my hand
"I hope I didn't" I say, staring at the floor.
"Well, you are..." Lannan begins
"Pregnant. YES I FUCKING HEARD YOU THE FIRST TIME! I CAN'T BE A MOTHER!!" I shout. I can feel my heart rate rise high as a kite.
"Calm down babe!" Lannan say
"Lannan, we are not ready to be parents!" I say
"I know! But what should we do about it?" He asks
"A-abortion?" I stutter.

3 hours later...

I look at Lannan. He's sleeping so peacefully. I take my hand and place it on his cheek. Then I feel his warm hands on my stomach.
Thinking about that little baby living inside if my belly makes me feel weird. Like.
Am I ready? Or should I do an abortion?

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