The omega's secret

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Your POV

He stared at me with red eyes as I was still being  lifted in his arms. Closing my eyes I clung onto his shirt shoulders.

"Do it."

"You do realize it will hurt more if I mark you this way."

"It's okay. I already agreed to it." I was trembling.

Instead of actually marking me, he put me down.

"Go. I'll give you a chance to run away."

"What?"

"No matter what, if you don't even like me, I can't keep you."

"You're going to let me go? When you were the one who kidnapped me?!"

"I was desperate." He smiled, his usual smile, the one I recognized, it was back,"I wanted to see you so bad I couldn't help it."

I wonder? Is it because the threat it gone so he's back to normal? I wonder why is it? That my heart is pounding? Is it because I'm finally getting to see his usual self?

"If I go back. You won't ever try to look for me again?"

He nodded, "No matter how much I want you, I realize you'll only suffer with me, it's better to let you go than seeing you unhappy, besides you find me frightening." He faked laughed.

A completely different person. The one who stood infront of me.

"Then-" I said, "Tell me this,"

"Hmm?"

"Where were you on that day, nine months ago?"

Even his fake expressions disappeared, a broken look on his face.

"Do you have to know?"

"Yes! I just can't understand, you've changed, So has your family. You guys- used to be such a enviable family."

"Yuu." He took a step back, "You're leaving anyway so those questions shouldn't mean anything."

"Why wouldn't they?!!"

"They wouldn't, unless you still feel something for me."

"Huh?"
That's right, whatever happened shouldn't matter to me. But, after seeing all that I can't help it. I clenched my fists, I've known him since childhood.

"I'll leave. I'm already bad enough in your eyes. I shouldn't let my desires take over me."

"You say that after what you did in the car."

"Ah- that- was necessary!" He shook his head, "I'm sorry. I'm sorry about everything." He sighed and turned to leave. "You should leave in the silence of the night- offff"
I back hugged him.

"I've decided not to."

"What? Why?!'

"I want answers."

His expressions turned grim, "I won't be giving you any." He pushed off my arms and walked.

Anything that harms me, he protects me from that. He always has. I want to go back, no I wanted to, because I had someone to direct my anger at when I was staying with Jimin.
I stared at his back.
I was so angry at him because I loved him.
If you think about it, things wouldn't have have been any different even if he was there. It's not like he could have stopped it.
But what about now?

"I don't hate you."

He stopped in his path and turned his head at me.

"What did you say?"

"I don't hate you. I- I was just angry at you. You didn't show up, I wanted you to be there for me. I wanted you to hold me, but you weren't there. I don't hate you! I just-"

"I'm sorry."

"Sorry won't cut it. You have to tell me what happened."

"It's- You should leave."

"You sure about that! Even when I said I don't hate you."

He looked at me for a while, " What if I tell you I could have stopped that incident from happening nine months ago?"

My eyes widened, "What?"

"I already knew it was happening but-"

"You didn't stop it?"

He opened his mouth to say something but in the end he just nodded.
"I didn't stop it."

"Lies."

He was surprised by my answer.

"Lies? What makes you think that?"

"If you had done such a shameless thing, you'd never have the courage to face me again."
I walked to him, " Tell me what really happened." I held his hand so he wouldn't slip away, "Where really were you that day?"

He stared at me with painful eyes and for a few seconds we just looked at each other when he finally decided to answer.

"In a cell."