20

4.8K 264 90
                                    

Your POV

"The Alpha leader's from both The Silver moon and Grey moon pack have given their positions to their sons."
I sat in the lounge watching the news,
"Jeon Jungkook from the silver moon pack and Kim Taehyung from the Grey moon pack are now both officially the Alpha leaders of their territory."

I sighed as I stared at the TV. Clips on Tae and kook in their respective territories were being shown. They both smiled proudly.

Good for both of them.

"That said, it's making everyone wonder when the blood moon pack leader will be handing down his position to his son, Yuu."
Even I don't know. I wish that never happens. I fear when I become a proper public figure I'll get exposed, and if that happens...

"Yuu? Doesn't that boy look like a girl?" My heart dropped when another anchor stepped in and started talking with the first.

"Hahaha, now that you said it, he does. So delicate no one would believe he's an Alpha-" I turned off the TV. My heart beat kept accelerating. What do I do now?!!!
Wait! Wait!! Don't panic, it's not like they know.
They were just making fun of me...
Right, they were mocking me...
I calmed down but I felt miserable.
I feel like crying. I sniffed. What is wrong with me? This isn't anything new.

I'll go take a shower.

****

I sat on the floor right infront of the sofa after bathing. My head buried between my knees which were next to my chest while I wrapped my arms around my legs.
I heard the main door open, someone walked into the lounge but I didn't look up to see who it was. It felt like I had no energy. I heard the footsteps of the person going away and then returning again after a few seconds.
He came and sat down on the sofa behind me.
"Hyung." Jungkook said, "At least dry your hair." He placed the towel on my head and softly began rubbing it but I still didn't move. "Is something wrong?" He asked.

"No."

"What's wrong with your voice?"
I didn't answer, so he climbed down to sit next to me and placed his hands on my shoulders, "Look at me."

I didn't do as he said, "I'm fine, just tired."

"Don't lie to me. Tell me why'd you cry?"
He's as sharp as ever. He was able to tell I cried.

"I didn't cry."

"Then look at me."

"..." I can't look at him, my eyes were red. I was scared of everything. I can't disobey my father and I fear I'll get caught by the public. I'm already a laughing stock what will happen when they do find out the truth?

A pair of warm hands held my wrist, forced then open and then pulled on them. I landed next to his chest but buried my face there and didn't look up. He lightly pulled my wrist and wrapped them around his neck, then let go of them and placed his hands on my waist and lifted me enough to make me sit on his lap, then let go.

"You're still not going to look at me?"

"...." I slightly looked up and he sighed.

"Why? Why did you cry?"

"No reason really."

He placed his hands on both sides on my cheeks and lifted them up.

"I don't know what you're worried about but you know I'm always here right? No matter what happens I'm always on your side."

"Even if the whole world stands up against me?"

"Yes."

"Even if you'll get hurt too."

"Yes."

"How can you be so sure?"

"Because I love you."

"Eh?" My heart skipped a beat.

"You matter to me more than anything else in the world. So don't be sad like that. I can't bear it when you're hurting on your own."
I lowered my head, "Don't do that. Look at me." I looked up and he kissed my forehead, softly, warmly and gently. A feeling of protection warpped me. "You can always rely on me. I won't let you get hurt."
I placed my head agains his chest where I could hear his beating heart. It was fast but not irregular. I could tell he wasn't lying. I like his scent. Vanilla and mint.

"You promise?" I asked as I let myself get embraced by his warmth and Comforting scent.

"I promise." His heart beat didn't change and I smiled, finally.
But, why is his heart beating so fast?

"Kook?" The house had a sort of eerie silence, maybe because winter was coming but still I liked it. It made the sound of his heart beat more audible.

"Hmm?"

"Your heart is beating really fast.'

"Huh?" I noticed it. His heart skipping a beat. What's this? "Don't worry about it. It's nothing."

"Hmmm?" I wanted to push myself apart from him and ask him for a proper answer but at the same time I just wanted to stay where I was.
In a place I felt protected.
I love how he manages to melt all my fears away.

Author's bullshit

How was the chapter?

The omega's secretWhere stories live. Discover now