The omega's secret

19

Your POV

"Attracted to both of them?" Jin titled his head.
I just told him the whole story, it was a bit uncomfortable but I really don't have anyone else but him to ask this stuff.

"Yes..."

"So Jungkook had physical contact with you and you got sexually attracted to him."

I blushed and scoffed ,"Yeah...."

"The same happened with Taehyung?"

"Yes."

"Are you taking your pills?"

I nodded my head, "Yea, I didn't miss a day."

"Okay.... Let's get you examined then."

***

Jin sighed as he looked at the test results, then looked at me and sighed again.

"Yuu. It's your first time ever liking someone like this and feeling this way right?"

"Hmm." I nodded.

"That's why your confused."

"Huh? Confused?"

"It's because of the drugs. Your heat has been suppressed for four years, your omega traits were suppressed for such a long time and now that the drugs back fired. Your body wants an Alpha."

"What?"

"It's your inner omega. It'll react to any Alpha who wants to," He scoffed, "Who wants to- umm, get sexual with you."

"...." I stared at him blankly, "What?"

"Yes."

"So you're saying," I frowned, "It's not my feelings just my horny omega??"

"Well that's one way to put it."

"What the hell...."

"But." He looked at me, "There is a possibility you actually do like one of them. Or maybe anyone."

"Yeah right."

"Don't be disappointed. There is a way you can tell if you really like someone."

"Really? How?"

"Someone that gives you the feeling of home. Someone you feel at ease with, like, when you're with them you feel complete."

"Someone who feels like home...?" I thought about it, "My nanna?"

Jin burst out laughing, "No, not like that. Some one you believe you'll be happy with to spend your entire life with."

"Boy, you must have seriously loved someone to know all this."

A rather sad smile appeared on Jin's face. "Maybe."

I wonder if I can ask him more. But then again I get this feeling I shouldn't.
Someone who you feel like you can spend your entire life with huh?

Is that what love feels like?
Do I really like one of them?

The feeling of home huh?
I'd like that.