volume 3 The ink that never stops,and friends

Before I blink

I sit back and think
My life could be over before I blink
I feel like the Titanic the way my heart sinks
I can't watch TV
They stop me from being me
Media post about something bad
Get me all sad
Kind of mad
Now I want to fight
But I just might
Get shot, by a cop that refuses too say "freeze"
Seems like they'll shoot even if I sneeze
Their adrenaline runs even when I bleed
But I refuse to get on my knees
I will never pled
For mercy
My mind is not clean, my thoughts are often mean
Guess that comes from the shit I've seen
My heart is not healthy, even though I drink water
It's not the purest
It's no better than Flint
Michigan that is
I often get side track
Maybe it's cause I have a weak back
Get weak and I can't strike back
My brain lifts weights but it can't even pick up two racks
Eat or be eaten
I have to be ready to attack
I sit back and I think
My life could be over before I blink
My eyes will close and my heart will sink
Who can I call when I'll actually need that link
To save my life
What would I tell my future wife
Media on the contrary
Got stabbed by a knife
Create a diversion
Pick up the phone it's urgent
Where are all my friends
That said they'll be here to the end
My life just started too begin
But I sin
Guess that's ok for me
Cause I'm destine to be
A lot more than what I see in the world
So when I blink, I start to think
Everything starts to sink
I take them bullets and I think
See the blood when I blink
When I close my eyes
They started to sink

By raee