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This might be the hardest poem I've had to write
Another dream about you tonight baby girl I was holding you tight
Wish grandma could've seen you before you left
I won't forget the day you were born I felt so blessed
I pray more now then I did before you fell into eternal rest
And these words I'm writing right now could never express the pain I felt when you took your last breath
my heart it fell into my stomach I got so wrecked and stressed I felt I didn't have much left
But baby girl just know this I don't have regrets of giving you life hearing you cry after your first breath
but when that day came for you to go I felt my soul was ripped I was told to seek help I never did instead
I bottled it all inside let my mind take the abuse
Drinking on the daily unable to let go of the booze
And I know you know that daddy's hurtin more then he shows but I'm okay for i know your in gods home.....thats real talk

By john tenant

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