P.s. Love You the Most ( James Charles and Grayson Dolan Fanfic/ gcd + jcd )

Chapter 7

It's been exactly two weeks since the incident and I can honestly say I'm doing better. I'm not 'James Charles' but I am James, which means something.

'What should I do tonight?'

I'm starving and like I've always told myself, when in doubt, eat. I quickly make my way into the kitchen with my stomach feeling more than empty. I need substance or else I won't be doing anything for anyone. Ever. I make myself a bowl of Frosted Flakes and sit down at the dinner table.

I pick up my phone as I'm eating and log into Instagram.

"Holy shit..." I murmur. Grayson posted another shirtless picture on his page. I'm currently dying for the hundredth time now. Yay.

I quickly make my way into his comment section so I could post one of my renowned comments.

"Drown me daddy." I mumble as I type on my phone. After I'm done I smile and continue to scroll down my home page. I pass by another interesting photo, this one involves both Ethan and Emma...alone.

"Oh shit..." Are they even trying to hide their feelings for each other anymore? They might as well just get together and call it a day. For 10 minutes all I do is look at how much fun other people are having while I'm stuck here, eating a freaking bowl of cereal.

'You don't wanna go outside anyway'

Who am I kidding? The attack hit me so much by surprise that I'm scared to go out now. It's been two weeks but I still can't get the details of that night out of my head, it plays repeatedly like a broken record.

'Just fucking die already!'
'You're a sickness!'

I'm suddenly shaken from my thoughts by my ringing phone.

"Hello?" I say after answering the phone.

"Oh my god did James Charles just answer his phone?" Drew says with a gasp. I can picture his face now, mouth wide open and his palm centimeters away for dramatic effect.

"Yes it's me bitch, the one and only." I say jokingly.

"Well would the "one and only" mind going out to dinner with a couple of peasants tonight?" Drew says. My face immediately falls.

"Drew... I don't know." I say solemnly.

"Come on babe it will be fun. Laura will be there too." He says excitedly.

"Look Drew-"

"No sweetie you need some fresh air. You've been cooped up in that house long enough and I miss your annoying ass." Drew says leaving no room for an answer.

"...fine, it's just gonna be the three of us right?" I ask.

"Just us girl, all significant others stay at home no exceptions." Drew says jokingly.

"Alright." I say not knowing exactly how I feel. Part of me is excited, finally getting some fresh air and hanging out with friends. The other part of me is wondering if someone will be waiting for me around the corner when we leave.

"Ok love we'll pick you up at 7 be ready then sister." Drew says and hangs up. I look at my phone to check the time, it's 5 that means I have two hours to get ready.

'Here we go'

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*ding dong*

True to his word Drew and Laura are at my front door at 7 on the dot. Before I can say "hi" I'm already being dragged out the front door and pushed into the backseat of the car.