P.s. Love You the Most ( James Charles and Grayson Dolan Fanfic/ gcd + jcd )

Chapter 19

James's POV

I am the definition of antisocial, well at least for today I am. I haven't talked to anyone and I've stayed cooped up in my house since Grayson dropped me off yesterday night. I haven't even checked the comments under any of the sister squad videos since we all posted them today.

I seriously do not want to be bothered with anyone's shit. I don't think I'd be able to keep my famous facades up and running if someone said something stupid to me. I'm now currently eating ice cream, mint chocolate chip, and basking in the inevitable.

I am a certified loner, single, a human version of male repellent.

'Love your level of self esteem sister'

I really shouldn't be bringing myself down like this, this isn't the James Charles way. I just didn't know 'forgetting' would be this harsh.

*ding dong*

I turn my head so fast, I get major whiplash as I look at the door.

"Ouch." I mumble softly as I rub my neck. I slowly get up and walk to the door.

Ok universe, I've been surviving your relentless attacks but that's just the thing. I've been SURVIVING not THRIVING, so if I open the door and find Grayson standing there I will close the door on his face. Then I will run upstairs and throw myself out my bedroom window. I will then proceed to run away, maybe go back to living with my parents. Who fucking knows.

'Nice James'

I slowly open my front door...

"OMG, James Charles Dickinson! How could you not tell me you went on a whole ass date with GRAYSON DOLAN." Drew says as he walks right passed me.

"You went to the movies and got dinner after? OKAY bitch, I see you." He says as he makes his way into the living room. I slowly close the door and follow him in there.

"Drew.." I say softly.

"AND you guys were handcuffed for 24 hours? Why the fuck didn't I know about this?! Did anything happen? Did you finally get some of that Dolan-" Drew abruptly stops when he finally turns and to look at me.

"Oh honey....what happen?" He says softly as he takes my hand and leads me to the couch.

Tears start to form in my eyes as I just let it out.
"Yes something did happen and no I really don't want to forget." I say quickly as I wipe the tears from my eyes.

"Woah woah, ok babe start from the top and then slowly make your way to the bottom." He says calmly.

I tell him everything. Everything to the tiniest detail.

"Wow." Drew says after a minute of silence.

"Yeah.."

Drew quickly slaps me on the shoulder
"Well you shouldn't give up now dumbass."

I rub at my shoulder, trying to ease the pain
"W-What?"

"Just as I assumed the boy is James-sexual. I mean have you seen some of the guys the Dolan twins have hanged with in the past." He says with an astonished look on his face.

"Well yeah but-"

"They are fucking hot, like level 100 on attractive level. Out of all the guys he's seen you're the one that gets him all hot and bothered." Drew says excitedly.

"He shot me down Drew." I say dejectedly.

Drew roughly grabs my shoulders.
"He's just being stubborn, he's lying to himself from what you're telling me."

I look at him hopefully, maybe that's true?

"You're just gonna have to fight for this one sister. Show him what he's missing, be the teasing queen I know you are." Drew says while smiling at me.

"You could be right." I say hesitantly.

"I know I'm right! Just be the confident sister I know you are and you'll finally have your Prince Charming." He pulls me towards him and gives me a suffocating hug.

"And if I am somehow wrong then Grayson is stupid. He doesn't know what he's missing out on. There's plenty of other hot, sharp chaw lined males in the sea."

I smile brightly at him as I pull away from the hug.
"Thanks kitty girl, you're somehow always there when I need you."

"Well you know my nosy ass." Drew says jokingly.

"Oh! Another thing, have you checked social media lately?" He says as he begins to take out his phone.

"No, I've been antisocial and anti-media all day today." I say.

"Well the Jayson/Grames/whatever army as tripled since the last set of sister squad videos." Drew says while searching through his phone excitedly.

He starts reading comments from the YouTube videos.
"Wow Grayson just took James on a whole ass date."
"Jayson confirmed."
"Awww he ordered for him, so cute"
"So what I'm hearing is they slept together, almost naked?

"Woah that's what people are saying." I say surprisedly. Wow, now that I look back at it, it really was sorta like a date.

"And that's just from the Dolan twin's video." Dew says as he taps at his phone.

"That's all people  have been talking about, your chemistry in all three of the videos. Shit I saw it with my own eyes how he kept looking at you throughout the videos. He was basically the heart eyes emoji in human form." Dew throws his phone as he jumps up and down on the couch.

I feel my self start to get excited as well and sooner than later, we're both jumping on the couch and laughing like maniacs.

Drew is right, I have to fight for it. I shouldn't give up, I mean what if he really does have feelings for me? What if he really is just being stubborn. I have to at least try and go for it.

'James Charles, it's time to be the baddest bitch you know you can be'