Please...

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It's been another week, and I haven't been asleep for more then ten hours. I was starting to accept the fact I was pregnant with this baby, but I still grew nervous when Venom came back with food from where? No one knows. The morning sickness was starting, and it was awful. Sometimes I would make it to the toilet, sometimes I'd throw up while I was showering, but the others I barely missed the toilet or was still in the other room. I would be the big girl and clean it up, but Venom would question because I guess he could smell it when I didn't make it to the bathroom which made me blush knowing this when he walked in and told me.

At one point during the week he had dragged a mattress in here while I was sleeping and laid me there with the many blankets that covered me and all the layers of heavy clothing to keep me warm during the cool months. Sometimes I was still freezing at the night, Venom would come over and sit closer to me. His warmth would seep into the blankets. Venom would always stay during the night. No matter what. He would stay close to me at night. Sitting in the corner of the mattress. My back against the freezing concrete wall. The blankets wrapped around my legs while I had a tank top, long sleeve, and my sweatshirt on to keep me warm. The Styrofoam bowl close to my mouth as I ate the contents of chicken soup.

My eyes drifting to Venom. He was at the end of the mattress giving me space. He was hunched. Laying like a dog at their owners feet while sitting at a fire in their safe home. Venom's body moving with his breathing. I knew he was asleep because he would sleep while I ate. Sometimes he was awake, but would fall asleep a few minutes later. I've been meaning to ask him all week if I could go up and see my Aunt. Tell her I'm okay and have to leave again, but know that I'm safe.

I might have to tell her the truth. Or half of it. Tell her that I'm pregnant, but not tell her who the father is. And that's why I left. Because I'm pregnant, and I'll be back with the baby or something? I still have to convince Venom that I have to leave, but he might attack me again...or..I didn't want to finish that thought. Please...let me leave for at least one hour... looking at the sleeping form of Venom. He was sleeping light fully. His head moving to the sound of me moving along the mattress. He didn't wake. He didn't have too, he always locks that metal door, and with me being very weak...I probably couldn't pull the metal door. It looked very heavy from the looks of the peeling rust.

Standing up from the mattress. My feet sucking up the coolness of the cement. The one thing Venom didn't give me. Slippers or socks. The one place my warmth could be wrapped in a basket and sent off in Amazon like the snap of my fingers. My feet echoing around the small room. Opening the thin wooden door and closing it behind me softly. Turning on the lights with a hiss.

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Talking to myself for nearly an hour convinced me to muster up the courage to ask Venom if I could leave for at least thirty minutes. Closing the wooden door behind me. Venom still sleeping against the mattress. Walking up slowly. My breath in my throat stuck against a wall. Venom stirred in his sleep once more. Stopping for a breath. Breathing in, and out. Taking one step after another. Sitting on the mattress right beside Venom. My body shaking with much fear that I almost tasted bile ready to throw up. My shaking hand reaching out to touch the symbiote.

I've touched him on my free will when I was freezing, but this was different. My freezing hand touching Venom's shoulder. Venom shot up. He was on his hands and feet looking at me in shock. "Yes lit-Pi..per." it almost felt good to hear him try and correct himself. He looked at my brown eyes, then looked down at my stomach like he could hear something then back to my face. My throat bobbing...the words choking me from saying anything. Swallowing my fear as best as I could... "c-can I-" trying my best, but Venom looked at me confused. "What is it, Little Spider?" He asked again growing closer. "Is little spider cold again?" he went to wrap himself around me, but I found words. "Is...is it possible that I...go see...my Aunt May? Just for a few minutes? Then come right back. I promise! I'll come straight back. Won't talk to anyone else, but my Aunt May." Venom grew angry as I spoke.

He hissed with a little growling. "No. Little Spider stays under Venom's protection." He walked away heading towards the metal door. Following after him. Fear long gone. Rage almost fueling my blood. "B-but she has to know that I'm okay! Please Ve-" Venom turned getting in my face. His hot breath fanning my cold face. My pink cheeks growing with warmth. He snarled his long teeth and some spit mere inches from my face. "Little Spider stays!" he was growing taller by the second. I knew I should've stopped with that, but my dumb ass didn't. "Venom...Please...let me go for fifteen minutes tops! You can watch me the entire time! You can be on the roof of the building and listen to the entire conversation and-" "NO!" he roared his giant hand making contact with my face throwing me back onto the concrete floor.

Looking at him in shock. One hand on my face where it stung and the other resting on my belly to protect the little thing growing inside me. He snorted and stomped out. Didn't bother looking back, but slam the metal door behind him and his feet growing distant. Tears filling my eyes from shock. I didn't think Venom would strike me...but he did.

Laying against the cold floor curling around my little baby inside me. My hands wrapping around my cool stomach. Feeling the tiny, tiny, tiny bump growing larger every day. I could feel the bump and know that my baby was there inside me.

But right now...I need to make sure my baby knows that I'm for it. And that I won't let anything happen to it. 

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