FAKE PREGNANCY °[KathNiel] ✓COMPLETE

19. Pain

Elqenna

It hurts me so much now. I feel like I'm tita Marga. Ang sakit nga talaga siguro no'n ano? 'Yong pinangakuan mo ng mundo mo, makakahanap ng sarili ring mundo sa ibang tao. Ang sakit lang talaga no'n.

"Frappie, mahal mo parin ba?"
Napaangat ako ng ulo para salubungin ang titig ni Maverick matapos niyang itanong 'yon.

"What are you talking about?" He didn't answer until it knocked my senses. "Oh—Is this about your brother?"

"May iba pa ba?"pamimilosopo niya.

"Mavvy, akala ko ba hindi natin siya pag-uusapan?"

"I want to know," he demanded, anger manifested in his voice. Pilit niya 'yong itinatago pero he failed.

"Mavvy, let's just go—"

"I want to know, Blair!"

"Hindi ko alam! Hindi ko alam kung ano'ng nararamdaman ko! I was so sure I loved him when I did not meet you. Ngayon, hindi ko na alam. Okay na?" Hindi siya nakapagsalita saka lang din nagsink sa utak ko kung ano ang sinabi ko. Have I gone mad? "Please, ihatid mo na ako."

Nakakainis. Ugh. Why did I say that?

Hindi kami nag-uusap hanggang sa makarating sa tapat ng bahay. It was just so awkward. I can tell he wanted to start a conversation but just like me, masyado rin yata siyang nagulat at nailang. And he still looked upset too. Ba't ba siya galit kasi? Nakakaasar. Ayokong ganito kaming dalawa. Minsan na nga lang kaming magkita e. Pero no, I shouldn't be the one saying sorry. In the first place, I didn't do anything wrong naman ah.

"Thanks for tonight,"he said when we stopped in front of our house. I just nodded and turned my back on him to get out of his car. "Come on, Frappie. Seriously? You can leave na hindi tayo okay?"

Pumanting agad 'yong tenga ko kaya hinarap ko siya't tinaasan ng kilay.

"If you don't want me to leave like this, why don't you begin saying your sorry then?"I snapped pridefully.

"There's nothing to be sorry for—"

"Oh. Right. Goodnight, you jerk!"I hissed out in frustration and quickly got out of  his car.

Inis na kinuha ko ang mga susi sa bag ko. When I couldn't find it, dumiretso ako sa biometrics para marecognize ako ng system. The gate opened quickly after then but I can no longer move my feet  because Mavvy, the psycho, got me locked in his arms.

"Should I be sorry because I ask you that? Or should I be sorry for being happy with your answer?"bulong niyang nagpainit ng pisngi ko.

"Pa—papasok na ako sa loob, Maverick. Umuwi ka na rin," kinakabahang utal ko. I hate that I suddenly cannot speak things straight.

Hindi niya ako binitawan kaya hindi ako nakagalaw. Sinubukan kong magpumiglas at humarap sa kanya but he still didn't let me. Masyadong mahigpit ang pagyakap niya sa'kin.

"Mahal kita, Blair. Gustong-gusto na kitang ligawan. At ang hirap ng magpigil ng nararamdaman."

I opened my mouth to utter anything but no words came out from it. I tried again but the same thing kept happening. What is happening with me?

"Pero kung ayaw mo pa naman, kaya ko namang maghintay."

"Maverick."

I panicked deep within as he fondled my cheeks with his warm hands. I don't want to do it pero napapapikit na lamang ako. It must be the warmth from his touch.

"Frappie."

"Mavvy."

"Pakasalan mo nalang kaya ako?"