Tell Me I'm Home

Saphira's P.O.V.

Saphira

            Andrew kissed me!! And it was the best kiss a girl can dream for. The way he possessed me with his tongue. Wow, but I could tell that he has been doing it for years, unlike me. I knew that I could never be good enough for him. There were all those girls before me that probably looked like a supermodel and knew how to kiss, please a man, and knew how to keep him interested. I was none of those. Andrew was my first kiss, my first date, wait that one time we had dinner at the diner was not a date but I keep saying it is.

         I want a relationship with him, I really do. But we are taking things way to fast. At the game Friday night, we are going to have a talk about taking things slow. I hope he understands and if he just wants to get in my pants, then he can go screw himself. I’m not that kind of girl and I never ,ever ever will be.

         Thursday passes by and before I know it, it’s Friday. Yesterday Andrew didn’t try to kiss me but he did hold my hand sometimes or peck me on the cheek. Friday morning turns out to be horrible. I wake up ten minutes late and I need all the time I can get. I rush and forget about breakfast. I know it’s the most important meal of the day but I would rather be on time then be late and yelled at. In the car ride my stomach rumbles and I am lucky because the music is up so my dad didn’t hear it. I quickly exit the car before my stomach makes another noise and make my way up to the building.

          The school is packed like always and as I make my way to my locker I see Andrew standing right beside my locker on his phone. Since he isn’t paying any attention I slide up next to him and bump him with my hip to move him out of the way. He catches himself before he can tumble to the floor. He sees who his attacker is and relaxes when he sees me. A smile instantly appears on his face and he comes up to hold me. Somebody missed me. He lets me go so I can put my stuff in my locker. Today I chose to wear a tight blue v-neck, skinny jeans, and kept my hair down. Since its cold outside and its cold in the school I also wear my Uggs to keep my feet warm. I take off my coat and wait for his reaction to me wearing a tight shirt. I hear a groan before I feel a kiss on my neck and strong arms wrap behind me.

         I love it when he embraces me from behind. My back is right up against his chest and his lips are still on my neck sucking it and licking it. I continue putting stuff in my locker, pretending I feel nothing and it’s not turning me on. It is completely turning me on. Geez this guy was trouble. Andrew notices this and goes further. He kisses a trail down my neck, to my collar bone, and to my shoulder. Even with the cloth there I can still feel the heat from his kiss. Still noticing I am unfazed he turns me around and captures my lips. I groan with pleasure and sink into him. He smiles while kissing me, knowing he won. His right hand travels to my lower back, pushing me closer while his other hand tangles in my hair, never letting go willingly. We are interrupted by my so called friends coming up next to us and Alexia clearing her throat, demanding our attention. We pull apart with Andrew groaning and putting his face in the crook of my neck and inhaling my hair. Still flushed, I look over to my friends and see what they want.

“We wanted to know if you’re coming to the game tonight.”Alexia asks.

         I just mumble a “yeah” and they go on their way. Really? They had to interrupt me and Andrew kissing just to ask me a simple, stupid question? I unwillingly separate my body from Andrew’s warm, comfy body and gather my books for my classes up until lunch. We have gym again today and this time I’m looking forward to it. I start walking to my homeroom and I feel Andrew’s hand slide gracefully in mine. His hand is twice the size as mine and fits perfectly.