First Snow~ ||J.J.K|| {COMPLETED} [EDITING]

❄20❄

The day after those scene under the first snow, I feel like giving up, I feel like locking myself up trying to hide from who knows who.

I just felt so broken after that day that even my body also cooperates with my heart, but there's my mind.

Convincing me something more than being like a child.

So here I am.

Inside the practice room, we were just having a break from a non stop practice.

And guess what? I'm over doing myself right now.

I just want to forget you.

I want to divert my attention to something else rather than crying all night long being a girly shit locking myself.

I still have life, I still have my responsibilities so I gotta work, I have to work.

Cause this way, it will help me forget you, it will help my heart forget you.

Lying down on the floor I just stare at the lights plastered on the ceiling above.

Drops of sweats falling down from my face, as I tried to steady my breath.

I then tongue the inside of my cheeks as I can suddenly feel my eyes sting.

Blinking my eyes rapidly to avoid those threatening tear to fall I sat up straight, I then heard some heavy footsteps and looking up, I saw Namjoon hyung staring at me worriedly he then release a comforting smile as he hand me some envelope which makes my brows creased as I grow confused.

I shift my gaze to the white envelope I was holding then to Namjoon hyung, and just like he knows how confused I was he then spoke for my curiosity to be fed.

"It's from her"