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She never said I love you to me. I can't even count how many times I said I love you to her, but she never said it back.
Everytime I will say those words, she just looks at me with a sad smile. I always notice that.
I love the taught, and I will never get tired of saying I love you to her. And I will never get tired of waiting till she said it back.
She has two dogs and she loves them. And I'm jealous because she always says I love you to them, but me. She never said those words to me.
So after 3 months of waiting, i confronted her about it. I asked her if why can't she said those words back to me. But she just looks at me and stood right there. I was going to ask her again but i saw her tears threatening to fall from her eyes.
So i just hugged her and ask her if what's wrong. She says nothing, but her tears can't lie. She was crying. I felt bad, i felt that i was pushing her to love me. So i immediately say sorry to her and tell her that I'm willing to wait but...
"I'm sorry, I just-- I didn't mean... I'm so sorry" She said, but i just hugged her again, tighter this time.
"It's okay Nini, I'm willing to wait till you're ready."
"Lisa... You can't... I-- I-- I can't love you."
I carefully let go from our hug and look at her straight to her eyes. Hearing those words breaks my heart.
"Why?" i asked, tears threatening to fall from my eyes.
"I just can't, I'm so sorry" She said and run away. I didn't stop her, i just let her. I felt my tears flow from my face.
She can't love me.
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After a month of not seeing each other, her mom called me. She said that Jennie is looking for me. She said that she always kept mumbling my name in her sleep. So without hesitation i agreed.
When i got to her house, her mom welcomed me with a hug.
"Where is she?" i asked.
"She's at the garden."
I immediately walk to their garden and there i saw her sitting at the bench. She looks thinner now, but still looking beautiful as ever. I slowly walks towards her.
"Hey,"
She looked surprised when she saw me.
"What are you doing here?"
"Your mom called me......" i started,
"..And i missed you" I said as i sat beside her.
"How are you?" i asked.
She just looked at me and shrugged. Silence took over the two of us for a moment when she finally spoke.
"I'm sorry Lisa,"
"It's okay Jennie, I'm willing to wait."
"I'm afraid you can't,"
"What do you mean?"
She took a deep breath as her tears began to flow on her face.
I immediately hugged and shushed her.
"Lisa... I-I'm dying."
I looked at her, don't know the words that i will tell her.
"I have chonic lymphocytic leukemia, Lisa."
"Jen--"
"I only have a week to live,"
And that broke me. The only girl that i love the most is dying.
I let my tears flow as i hugged her tight, telling her that i will stay by her side. We sat there in silence, tangled at each others arms, only our sobs and heartbeats can be heard.
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9 days after that painful day, she passed away. And i felt dying too. She's my love and i just lose her.
Her mom called me and gave me something. A box. I looked at it for a second before i opened it. A sad smile escape from my lips as saw what's inside it. It's all our polaroid pictures, and each of those picture has a date on it. As flip each picture there's a note.
All of the pictures with a different dates have the same note behind.
I smile and i felt my never ending tears again as i read the note.
"Saranghae, Lisa-yah"
-Nini
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