To The Future (Cash)

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Cameron's POV

I felt so guilty having to lie to Nash, I didn't want it to be over with him. It was all a mistake, a stupid mistake. After kissing Sasha she tried to take off my pants and boxers, I stopped her when she got my belt undone.

'Whats wrong?' She asked

'I have a boyfriend.' I replied

'You are worried about Nash now? You're such a tease Cameron.' Sasha said and she started to put clothes on. I sighed and told her I was sorry and that Nash didn't matter. 'Too right he doesn't.' Sasha said

'But he can't know about this.' I said

'I know that dumbass. How thick do you think I am?' I kissed her one last time before getting dressed into my proper clothes and getting the train home to Nash. I was going to tell him that Sasha came onto me, but I couldn't lie, not to Nash, he hates liars. I walked in the door and I saw him stood behind the oven, he looked down the corridor at me so I ran towards him. I jumped up at him and I heard him take in my scent, which made me worried about what I smelt of. I told him we needed to talk after he'd finished cooking and then I sat down on the sofa. I told him about me letting him go and he said he was going to leave. That broke my heart. I never knew I was so attached to him. We had sex, and that was upsetting, it wasn't the same as before, Nash topped and he was normally brilliant but he went for a short period of time and I had to fake an orgasm and make myself cum by playing with myself.

'Are you coming with me. To the airport.' Nash asked between sobs

'No. I can't.' I said and I burst into tears and hugged him tightly, we said our goodbyes and he left. My heart was shattered into a thousand different pieces and I couldn't think of anything to make it right. I went back into the living room and cried into my hands for what seemed like forever when I got a phone call. I didn't know the caller so i picked it up to find out.

'Hello?' I said

'Hey sexy.' I recognised the voice instantly as Sasha.

'Oh, hey.'

'You ok, you seem down, you weren't down earlier.'

'Nash has gone Sash.'

'What do you mean gone?'

'I let him go. I mean, were still together but I told him that I wanted him to be happy and if going home meant he was happy, then he can go home.'

'Aww Cam. Do you want me to come over and keep you company,' I instantly thought no, but something was telling me to say yes

'Thatd be great Sash,' I replied

'Text me your address and I'll be over as soon as I can.' She said and she hung up. I text her over my address and within ten minutes she was knocking on my door. I opened the door and let her inside.

'Its a nice place you've got here.' She said

'It was meant to be Nash and mines dream house, that failed miserably. Just like everything else around here.' I said

'Thats a lie, you haven't failed with me.'

'Sasha, I can't-' I was cut off by her pressing her lips to mine. I moved my mouth with hers and opened my eyes, just to see if hers were closed which they were, I could see a picture of Nash and I to the side of me, so I flicked the photo face down so I didn't have to look at it. After a while Sasha and I pulled away from each other. She looked at me, her bright blue eyes shining brightly, her hair fell perfectly over her shoulders.

'I never thought I'd like a gay guy.' Sasha said

'Ive told you, I'm not gay.' I said and I led her into the bedroom, the spare bedroom, not the one I shared with Nash.