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Nash's POV

I was stood looking at the road for ages when I decided to text Cameron, I called and text without any replies. Some children ran last, carrying food they bought from the vendors on the bridge. I walked slowly toward the taxi depot and waved for a taxi.
'Panoramic Tower please.' I said to the driver as he pulled up. I got in the back seat and I got a reply from Cameron.
From: Cam x
I know you said you don't mean it. But home is where the heart is. And obviously your heart isn't here. It's miles away. X
I read his message over and over again on the journey back to our flat, maybe he's right, maybe my heart just isn't here. Thinking about it more and more I realised that it'd break his heart more if I stayed here and left later just when he thought I was happy. Thinking about it, I should leave sooner if I don't plan on staying around.
The taxi pulled up outside the flats and I ran toward the elevator, hoping that Cameron would still be up in our flat. When I got to our floor I opened our door quicker than I ever have before and shouted for Cameron, which earned no reply. I looked in every room for him but he wasn't around so I decided to call him.
'Hello.' Cams voice spoke
'Cam, thank god youre ok.where are you?' I asked
'I was told to go straight to the agency or I'd lose my job, so I'm on my way there now on the train so if I cut off that's why.' He explained
'Why didn't you leave a note?'
'Thought that if you really cared you'll text but you called instead.'
'Oh, ok. What time do you think you'll be home.'
'I don't know Nash if I knew I'd tell you, but then again, I'm not going home. I'm going to the flat, which is not your home Nash.'
'Yes it is Cam. When you come home, to the flat, we will talk about it properly. I never wanted to come out here in the first place Cam, I came for you.'
'Well maybe you should just leave if it's that hard for you to try and stay with me, the one you love.'
'It was hard leaving my family Cam I-' I couldn't finish my sentence because Cameron had hung up on me, either that or the line went dead. I flopped onto the sofa and turned on the TV, there was shit on the tele so I found some DVD's that had been given to us with the flat. There were a few cartoons for kids and some action movies, I chose from the comedies and decided to watch Grown Ups 2. I took the DVD out to the lounge and turned on the DVD player and out the disk inside. This technology worked much better than the one I had at home. The disk loaded and I pressed play so that the film would start. Whilst chilling I decided to call Hayes to see how he was, but I had to do it off of the home phone seeing as I needed a new mobile.
'Nash! I need to talk to you.' Hayes said quickly
'Woah, hey bro, what did you need to talk to me about.'
'Aaron, Aaron got a girl pregnant. He cheated on me Nash. A d I don't know what to do.'
'What?'
'You heard me, what should I do?'
'Tell him that I need to speak to him so he needs to call me when he has a chance to because he really doesn't want me to call him.'
'Ok, how's you and Cam?'
'Not good.'
'Howdya mean?'
'All we've done since being out here is argue with each other. I can't see Cam and I working out if this is what life will be like the whole time. I mean I love him with all my heart Hayes but if this is what life is going to be like, I can't stay living like it. He's out at work at the moment and him and I are going to have a long conversation when he gets home. But I could be home to you guys sooner than you think.'
'Oh Nash.'
'Sounds like neither of us have a good love life.'
'Too right.'
'Hows everyone else?'
'Taylor and Shawn are good Matt and Carter are good I think. Jack and Jack are getting married which you know about, will you be home for their wedding?'
'Depends on when it is, they'll need to tell me.'
'Ok, when ey have a date they'll send you an invite onFacebook or something,'
'Awesome. What are you doing.'
'Well, I'm watching TV at the moment. Bored out of my mind since I kinda told mom about Aaron and she threw him out.'
'Mom threw Aaron out?'
'Yeah. She packed all his stuff into black sacks and threw them out the windows. She was angry as hell, Sky wouldn't speak to her for days.'
'Oh dead lord.'
'What?'
'Mom angry, never a good sign.'
'Haha that's what I said. Anyway, have fun with Cam this evening, I love you bro.'
'I love you too.'
I hung up on Hayes and started to actually watch the movie. I got to the part where David Spades character is in a tyre rolling down the hill through the street before I fell asleep.

Cams POV

The whole train journey was filled with thoughts of Nash going home. I love him and I felt like he was going to leave me. When he called I did hang up, but to him he might think that the call just cut out. I was sat on the train next to an old lady who was pushing around a shopping trolley, and I mean the proper trolleys you'd find in Walmart, or ASDA in the UK.
'Let him go.' She said to me a little while after hanging up on Nash.
'Sorry?' I asked, as I didn't think I'd heard her properly.
'Let him go.'
'You were listening.'
'Yes, and if you loved him you'd let him go.' She repeated.
'I do love him.'
'Then let him go and be happy. He won't be at his happiest here, he must love you too otherwise he wouldn't have called, but you can't change how someone feels inside by falling for how they are on the outside.'
'I suppose, sorry, what's you're name.'
'Margaret.'
'Hi Margaret, my names Cameron, but everyone calls me Cam.'
'Hello there Cam. I'm guessing youre gay by the fact that it was a Nash who called you and you are in love with him.'
'Bisexual, I think, I mean, I don't tell Nash but I still find girls attractive.'
'You shouldn't keep secrets from your loved ones.'
'Itd break his heart if I told him I like girls and guys. You don't know Nash.'
'Maybe I'd like to know Nash, tell me about him.'
'Umm, why?'
'Tell me about him.'
'Hes tall, bright blue eyes that are beautiful, brown hair, kinda pale-'
'I don't want to know his physical features, I want to know about HIM.'
'Uh, well, he's err, kind, he always puts his family first, I know I could count on him to make sure everyone was happy. He'd try and stay here for my happiness despite the fact that he'd be down. He's loyal, I know he'd never cheat on me.'
'Then if he does all of this for other people maybe he deserves the same back, you could be like him, and letting him go would make him happy Cam.'
I looked at Margaret and she smiled, she handed me a piece of paper that I slipped into my pocket and then I got off of the train at my stop. I walked to my building and went inside. I saw Sasha with her back to me standing by the reception desk. I walked up behind. Hr but quietly so that I would bring her attention to myself. But that plan backfired anyway.
'Cammy! You didn't tell me I'd be working with you, anyway, follow me, I know where our studio is and our boss is in there with our first project, come on.' I followed Sasha through crowds of people and up to the studio. Inside were two small men and a woman holding a camera. I looked at them and they looked at me before they turned to whisper to each other, a few moment passed before one of the men decided to speak.
'Cameron Dallas, I presume. Anyway, you're twos first project is a teen romance advertisement for So? The bodyspray company. Sasha you have a dress to wear and Cameron, you have a suit, go get changed, I'll see you both in a moment.' I looked at Sasha and she smiled a devious smile, she knew the same as I knew.
We were going to have to kiss each other.

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