Imagines

About my disappearance...

Okay so I've been gone for a while, almost 6 months, this is something I feel bad about because I was about to release a bunch of new content, stuff that just needed the ending.

At about the end of May I lost one of my best friends, a lost that I am still grieving over (and tbh I should've went to a grief counselor but I'm stupid and like to drown in my own pain, but that's a topic for another day...) and this alone has been tough. During the summer I was taking a comp 1 class to get ahead so while at time my summer was relaxed, I still had comp 1 assignments and essays to do while going to practice and managing pain on my own. Now this fall semester I'm now in comp 2 (and if we're going to be honest, with a mix of depression and procrastination I'm currently 2 weeks behind and almost a 3rd), a senior in high school, going to technical school, going to color guard rehearsals until 8pm 3x a week plus football games, and managing a club, my depression, pain. This semester I simply haven't had time to write. And I would start now, but I have finals for college in about 2 weeks, an online course my high school is making me do because I'm a transfer and it has to be done before Christmas break or I dont get my diploma. Plus tech and high school finals in 4 weeks.

This year is proving to be the hardest, I've only filled out 1 college app, 3 scholarships, and I just want to cry. Depression is literally kicking my ass.

I'm hoping that by spring semester, I'll have time to write and put out these stories.

I love y'all and I'm sorry for my absence and I'm also sorry if things don't go as planned.

- Sara

P.S. for those celebrating, I hope you have a good Thanksgiving and/or day tomorrow