Imagines

Doing It to the Death Pt 2 || Kol M.

Song: Castle - Halsey

With Kol, I feel reckless.

I have since day one, it's just something about him that makes me want to do crazy, stupid, and dangerous things, things I wouldn't do as a human.

And when I met Kol as a human, I felt the same way. I was enchanted with his carefree attitude, the reckless behavior, it pulled me in.

As a human, I was the perfect child, valedictorian of my class, student council, and so on. But only very few can hold those titles, be perfection in everyone else's eyes, without hating themselves, and not being very perfect after all.

I wasn't one of those few.

I went to parties on a normal basis, drank, did drugs, whatnot, and it was one of those nights of me stumbling home when I met Kol.

Kol had just walked away from what seemed to be a heated argument between one of my sister's lovers when he found me. Our relationship went off from there.

And now I sat in front of the lover that was arguing with Kol that night.

"Who invited them here?" He asked, jaw clinched in anger as he stared Kol and I down, I stared right back while Kol continued eating.

"I did, Damon." Elena spoke, picking at her food, his head snapped over to her.

"Why?" He hissed, I clinched my jaw.

"Why are you here?" I asked Damon. "Because if I remember correctly, you are just a lover and nothing more."

"Y/N," Jeremy hissed in warning.

"What it's true," Damon's ice cold eyes are staring in mine, a barely uncontrolled anger hiding deep within. "If I remember correctly, it's Stefan she cares about."

"And you're just the damaged, forgotten sister," he bit back at me, Elena gasped.

"I guess that's one thing we have in common, but don't let that fed your ego, Lord knows it's big enough." Kol snorted next to me at my comment.

"Sweetheart, nobody forgets me."

"Really, because I already forgot your name." It was then Damon stood up from his chair, Jeremy soon followed.

"And everyone will soon forget your name once I kill you."

"Damon!" Elena gasped in shocked, Jeremy taking a step closer.

"Sit down Jeremy, you can't do anything."

He looked at me in disbelief, "Y/N."

"Sit down." He hesitated but slowly sat down, embarrassed. Kol leaned back in his chair next to me, wine glass in hand as he swirled it around.

"Don't look so smug, at least I'm willing to defend her, and I'm not the one dating her." Jeremy said to Kol, venom drip from his voice despite his embarrassment.

"Because that would be incest," Kol said taking a sip of his glass, I turn back to a now sitting Damon and an upset Elena.

I stand up, placing my hands on either side of my plate, and I lean over the table, looking Damon in eyes.

"If you're going to kill me, do it now, stop being such a pussy." I pause, waiting, but he sat still, a deathly silence filled the air. I soon push myself away from the table, grabbing my purse. "Let's go Kol, I've done all the damage I'm gonna do for the night."

He throws his napkin on his plate and stood up. "Well, I'll go start the car," he turned to Elena. "And that dear, was a delightful meal." And he was gone.

I walk after Kol and as I reach the front door, there's a screeching of wood against wood, and the patter of foot steps coming in my direction.

"Y/N," Elena shouts, reaching for my arm, I turn around.

"What?"

"Are you okay?"

"Fine," she looked hurt by my short, cut off answer.

"Y/N, come home, this isn't you." She reaches for my hands but I pull away.

"But it is Elena, you just never seen my true self before." I turned around and open the front door, stepping out.

"You're not damaged Y/N," I look down at my feet.

"That's where you're wrong." I shut the door, leaving a disaster in my wake like I always do.

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