I want you, only you | g.d

Chapter 8

I wake up early so I could put on some makeup to cover up a few scratches on my face.

I put on my black high waisted jeans, and my white cropped hoodie with my vans.

I pick up my bag,my headphones,phone, and my house key. I check the time and it was 5:58. I should probably head out now Grayson should be here.

I left my room and as I was about head out the front door I hear a deep raspy voice, I turn around and see Adam. "I better not see you with that boy" he said.

I rolled my eyes, "Yea whatever I'm late I have to go to school" I say annoyed.

He walks closer to me and pulled me closer to him by my waist, "you're not his, you're mine" he said as he slid his hand from my back down to my ass and squeezed it.

I cringed. "Adam I have to go" I say as I take his arm off of me, feeling disgusting. He chuckles and signals me to go. I open the door and head out with tears threatening to come out. This wasn't the first time he touched me like that. I hated every time he did that, plus I couldn't defend myself, I was afraid of what he would do to me.

I calmed myself down and my tears went away. I waited for Grayson hoping he would get here quickly,I didn't want to be around my house anymore.

He arrived and I quickly ran up to his car and got in the front seat hoping he would zoom out of here.

He drove off and there was silence in the car until I heard a voice in the backseat. "So um this is awkward" I turn back and seen a guy that looked exactly like Grayson.

Grayson did tell me he has a twin so I figured it was Ethan.

"Ethan, right?" I asked making sure I got his name correctly.

"Yep that's me" he said. They
looked alike except Grayson's hair is more floppy and Grayson also wears his dangly earring.

"Well Ethan I'm Rae, nice to meet you" I said smiling at him. "I know, Grayson told me to go to the back because he wanted you to sit in the front with him, plus I heard a lot about you" he said wiggling his brow and faced Grayson .

I chuckled nervously and turn to look at Grayson, only to see him blushing.

"Well we're here" Grayson said as he parked.

We get out of the car and Grayson just left me standing there without saying where he was going. I felt like I did something wrong. Ethan then got out of the car and looked at me. I was about to leave so I can get caught up with Grayson until I felt a hand land on my shoulder. I flinched at the physical contact. Ethan backed up a bit and said, "don't worry he's just like that around pretty girls" he said smirking. Holy shit they have some good ass genes.

"Oh Umm yea well I have to go to my class or else I'll be late" I said slowly backing up.

"Ok that's fine just tell Grayson I have practice after school, I forgot to tell him before he left" he said.

"Yea no problem" I said. "So um see you later?" I asked. Ethan looked at me smiling "of course bye Rae" he said and just left.

I walk into the school hoping to see Grayson around. I looked at the time, I only had 30 minutes left before class starts. I keep walking around looking for Grayson until I felt a big pair of arms grab me by the waist and pulled me into a dark room. I looked around and suddenly the stranger turned on the light. It was Asher.

"Um hey Rae so about what happened the last time we seen each other" he said scratching the back of his neck. He was about to say something but i cut him off. "Save it, it's obvious that you want to fit in and that you can't be seen with a freak like me" i said crossing my arms.

"No that's not it, it's just uhh umm" he said having trouble explaining. "Like I said, save it, I know you don't want to be seen around me, just leave me alone" I said. I was about to walk out the room until he grab my wrist.I flinched and pulled my wrist away due to the fact that he touched one of my recent cuts.

"You're cutting again aren't you" Asher asked, and he looked angry. I rolled my eyes, "like you care just leave me alone and go be popular or whatever" I said while rubbing my wrist softly.

"I care about you, now roll up your sleeve so I can see" he said pointing at my arm.

"I don't have to show you shit" I said while flipping him off.

He grabbed my hand and rolled up my sleeve and revealed my arm filled with cut, from my wrist all the way up to my elbow.

"Did you do it cause of me" Asher asked with tears rolling down, feeling guilty.

"You don't have to pretend that you care" I say crossing my arms.

I turn around wanting to leave the room. Asher turned me around making me face him.

"Answer me" he said he looked really serious and it kind of scared me cause I never seen him this serious.

"Well Yea But Also cause of my brother but you already know about that shit" I say crossing my arms. "Happy, now let me leave" I say as I turn around.

I leave the room and Asher follows me. "You're not leaving just yet" he turns me Around. "What do you me-"
He brought me closer to him by my waist and cut me off with a kiss. He kissed me for a couple of seconds and he looked down at me. I was shook and I just stood there.

I heard a gasp and turn to see Grayson. Oh no, I looked Down at his hand and he had a rose in his hand and a note on the rose with the letters being big enough for me to read.For Rae. The rose was for me. He turned around and I could tell he was angry. He walked up to a trash can and threw the rose away.

Grayson then turned around and Walk by me and muttered "this was a mistake".

I push Asher off of me and looked him dead in the eyes. "Don't you ever fucking touch me ever again" I told him. "Oh come on I knew you've been waiting for that your entire life, i know you like me" Asher said smirking, leaning against the wall.

"Shut the fuck up, I don't like you anymore, I found someone that actually pays attention to me, and he doesn't pretend like he doesn't know me just to fucking fit in" I yelled at him with a shaky voice, god I was so fucking angry.

"I just gave you what you wanted" he said. "You think I want that, you think I want to be treated like shit" I said. "I figured that if I kissed you, you wouldn't feel that way towards me" he said with a chuckle. I slap him wiping that ugly ass smirk of his face.

"Asshole" I said flipping him off and walked to my first period.

I walk in and Grayson isn't sitting in his usual spot. He's sitting all the way in the back of the class.

Away from me.