I want you, only you | g.d

Chapter 24

*play song*
1 week later

Rae's P.O.V

Today is the day I leave the hospital. I pack my stuff and wait for Grayson to come.

I heard a knock and I turn around to see Grayson standing in the doorway. "Ready to go" he asked with a huge smile. "Yep I'm all set" I say with a huge smile. Even after 4 years of being in a coma, I never lost my love for this man.

He helped me with my stuff, as we walked out of the hospital I remembered about raven. "Wait where's raven" I asked worryingly. "Don't worry she's with Ethan" he chuckles.

Grayson put my stuff in the back, once he did that he rushed to my side and opened my door, "after you princess" he said with a smile. "Why thank you" I said jokingly.

The car ride was peaceful. He had his hand on my thigh the entire time and I held his hand, reminding me of high school.

"Baby is it okay if we make a quick stop" Grayson asks. "Sure" I say with a smile. I'm so happy to be with him. As he continued to drive, I see a cemetery. He parks the car and looks at me, "I thought you might want to visit your mom" he said caressing my hand. My eyes were filled with tears and I nod.

We get out the car and head to my mothers grave. Once we arrive I slowly sit down next to her grave. After 4 years, this is the first time im seeing her grave. I felt warm tears go down my cheeks. I then realized that she had fresh flowers. 'But how' I think to myself.

"I know what your thinking 'how are this flowers fresh I haven't visited her in a long time' well raven and I came here every Saturday to give her fresh flowers" Grayson said. I cried even more. He pulls me in and allowed me to cry into his chest. "Raven talked a lot about you to your mom" Grayson said with a crack in his voice. "She would say how you're beautiful, she wished you would wake up, and she said she wanted to hear your voice for the first time" Grayson said with tears now running down his face.

Suddenly I remember about Adam. "I know that Adam is in prison, but I want to know how he is" I asked. Grayson looked down and he had a frown on his face.

"Rae they called last year, and they told us that Adam was murdered in prison" Grayson said as he looked back up at me. I didn't even cry, I just had one question, "is his grave here" I asked. Grayson lightly nodded. "Take me to his grave" I say with tears threatening to come out.

Grayson leads me to Adam's grave and I just stare at his tombstone. 'Here lies Adam Diaz, a loving brother and son' pffff fucking lie.

"Can I be alone for a second" I say still staring at Adams grave. Grayson nodded and left. I slowly sat down.

"Hey Adam" I sigh and cried. I don't know why Im crying over someone that abused my mother and I, someone who used to starve me, someone that wanted to hurt me.

"I just want to say thank you, not for abusing me, or for starving me, I'm thanking you for making me a stronger person" I sighed and wiped the tears. "Even though you were a terrible brother, and the spawn of satan himself, you deserve to be forgiven" I cried a bit. "I forgive you brother. even though I never told you I loved you, I'm here to say it now" I took a moment to breathe a little and finally spoke, "I love you even though you don't deserve love."

I said one last thing before I left, "if I was strong enough to let all that pain you caused me in, then I'm strong enough to let it all go" I choked on my tears, "I'm going to leave everything in the past and forget and live my life to the fullest" I stood up and stared at his grave one last time, "rest easy brother" I say and with that I walked away.

"Hey are you ready to leave" gray asked as he noticed me walking up to him. I nodded and we headed to the car. "So what took so long back there" he asked.

"I just had to let it all go"