I want you, only you | g.d

Chapter 10

"What do you mean" I said confused. Grayson made it clear that he didn't want to see me anymore. "He loves you Rae. I mean yea he ignored you and every thing but he was just hurt at the fact that he saw you and Asher kiss, that's all just talk to him" she said.

It was quiet until my mom broke the silence. "Well we better get home before Adam gets mad" she said. "Wait let me just ask Grayson for his address I want to talk to him" I said.

I called multiple times until he answered.

"What do you want Rae" he asked but his voice was very raspy. "Can you send me your address I just want to talk you didn't give me a chance to explain" I said. He chuckled "ok sure, I'm home alone" he goos the last part (that made me cringe I'm sorry lol)

"Don't make this weird Grayson" I said. "To late see you later boo" he said chuckling and hung up. Seconds later I get a notification and I check to see Grayson's address.

"Ok mom can you take me now" I asked. "Sure" she smiled.

~Grayson house~

"Hey sweetie do you want me to wait for you or pick you up later" she asked.

"Can you pick me up later I have a feeling this is going to take a while, I'll call you when I'm ready" I said as I got out the car. "Okay no problem"  she smiled and drove off.

I walk up to his front door. As I was about to knock the door swings open revealing a shirtless Grayson. "Oh my god Grayson" I said as I covered my eyes. "Yep that's what you'll be saying later in my bed" he said slurring his words. I uncover my eyes and look at him, I then look down at his hands and he's holding a cup filled with whisky.

"Grayson what did you do" I said. "I did nothing, what did you do with Asher" he said. I could tell he was still mad. "Can I come in I just have to talk to you" I said. "Sure come in" he said as he made a path for me to enter.

"Look,  I just want to let you know that I don't like him at all, he doesn't want me to end up with you, he told me that he likes me at school today" I said hoping he would say something. He turned and looked at me, he was on the verge of tears. "I don't fucking care, I just want to know if you feel something for me" he said.

"Of course I do" I walked towards him and hug, I whispered in his ear "i love you"

I release from the hug and looked at his hazel eyes. He did the same and then he looked down to my lips. Seconds later he smashed his lips on to mines. I didn't hesitate, I kissed him back. His hands were on my back, and he slowly slid his hands down.

"Jump" he said. His raspy voice turned me on for some reason. I jumped and he picked me up, grabbing my thighs. He carries me upstairs to his room. He gently laid me down on his bed. He started kissing me making his way down to my neck. I shivered feeling tingly. I've never felt this feeling before. He continued to kiss my neck making me crave him more.

He got up to take his pants off. I took my shirt off and pants leaving me in my bra and underwear. He got on top of me again and started to kiss me again.

He got in between my legs and started to slowly grind on me, making  me moan. He put his hand on my waist, then sliding it down to my thigh, he picked up my thigh and continued to grind. He then released my thigh. I wrap my legs around him and he continued to slowly grind on me. He grabbed my hands and pinned me down. He looked up at my arms and suddenly stopped.

"What the fuck" he said out of breath. He got off me and he was still staring at my arms. "Did you cut yourself?" He asked, he was angry at me. "Y-Yea" I stuttered. "WHY!" he yelled at me. It made me jump and I started to cry.

I continued to cry not wanting to answering his question. "Why" he begged me to answer. "I don't know, I just felt lonely at the time" I said still crying.

He hugged me and whispered in my ear, "it's okay, I'm here for you now" he laid me down again and pinned my arms down. He looked at me with tears in his eyes. He then started to gently kiss my arms, I could feel his tears dripping down my arms, I felt a stinging sensation but it didn't really bother me.

He stopped and got off. He hugged me from behind, and whispered, "I'm here now, you don't have to feel alone anymore"

"I'm here to stay" he whispered. He hugged me tighter and gently kissed my head.

"I love you Rae" he said as he brought me a bit more closer to him.

"I love you too Grayson"

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I cringed a bit, it is my first time writing "smut" I guess even though it isn't smut but you get the idea. Anyway, I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter, I will update later on today.